I was reading Lionel Dahmer's book, A Father's Story, in which he recounts all of Jeffrey's belongings that the police gave him after clearing out Room 213. As I read, I couldn't help but think about how perverse it all was.
When reading about serial killers, we don't often realize that these people experience time just as we do. They spend most of their days ruminating on their perverse tendencies, going about their routines, and buying things. No matter how innocuous those objects may seem, they still offer a glimpse into that perverted psyche.
I'm going to paraphrase what Lionel Dahmer collected ("the residue of my son's life" as he had called it):
\- There were the videos he had watched, like Blade Runner and Star Wars, Hellhound and Exorcist III, and pornos: Hardmen II, Rock Hard, and Tropical Heat Wave.
\- There were the things he had read, all of it pornographic, with the exception of four books on the care of fish.
\- There was the music he had listened to, Motley Crue and Def Leppard's "Hysteria" (not the "Please Don't Go" song that the show had popularized). Did he actually put "Hysteria" while doing what he did?
\- There were the food supplements that had strengthened him: Yerba Prima, Vita, and Anabolic Fuel, Doritos and Ruffles chips.
\- There were the alcohol that fueled his perversion: run and beer.
\- There were chemicals he had used to clean: Clorox bleach, Woolworth Pine Cleaner, and Lysol.
\- There were chemicals he had used to preserve: formaldehyde and acetone.
\- There were chemicals he had used to kill: chloroform and ether and halcion, as well as to break down the flesh of the newly dead, Soilex, six boxes. There were even chemicals he had used to conceal the
\- Odor-sorb, six boxes
\- Three blackhandled forks, two butcher knives, a pair of chemical-resistant gloves, a handsaw with five detachable blades, and a three-quarter-inch drill.
\- Barbecue sauce and meat tenderizer.
\- There was a computer and a software manual, a guide to learning DOS, a blue-and-white laptop box cover.
\- Two plastic griffins and an incense burner.
\- Apair of nickel-plated handcuffs.
\- 1 Pillow White w/Light Blue Flowers w/Blood Stain
1 Pillow Black Case & Pillow w/Blood Stain
1 Bed Sheet Black Fitted w/Blood Stain
1 White Mattress Cover White w/Blood Stain
1 Pillow Case Black w/Blood Stain
1 Mattress w/Blue Flowered Pattern w/Blood Stains Both sides