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yan ang when --- hahaha

Manifesting before 2027 ✨✨✨✨

Lord si ano lang po

CTTO

tas sasabihin “miss pwede pautang” 🥹

HAHAHSGSHGSHSHSHSGSHSHHSHSHA

Just saw this from IG. I want you to read it as if I'm the one who wrote it and I want you to know that this will be the last time, I'm saying goodbye now. And if your happiness leads you somewhere new, I'll smile for you and wish you the best. Even if I'm not the one you hold on to, I'll thank life for the chance of once loving you.

It's been so long since I last saw you. If I were my old self, for sure I am down in that black hole again. But voila! I can say that I am dealing with this better than I have imagined. Your lack of affection helped me stay afloat. What I thought would break me, ended up making me stronger than I imagined. So thank you for the indifference, I know my worth now.

Hindi ka nga talaga kawalan.

I’m happy because I learned that I can miss someone like this. I can want someone to want me like this. I thought I will not experience this in my lifetime and will only believe whatever literature says about loving someone.

But for someone to love me back romantically, there is a high chance it will happened in my next life.

For now, I will take this as baby steps. Learn as I go. Set boundaries and stand by them. Recognize when respect is no longer there and walk away as needed.

Life will go on.

Life is to be lived with loving heart and peaceful mind.

All this is necessary. People move on- sabi mo nga dati. Hayss 🙃

Maybe I got attached with the idea of you i’ve created in my mind. Maybe what’s haunting me is our potential we will never had. Or maybe it’s just all me.

Sabi ko kay Lord, if he’s not for me, please take away the desire.
Tagal ko na dinadasal.
Sinubukan kong lumayo, bumalik pa rin ako.
Lord ikaw na po magputol.
Cut the cord, cut the connection.
Hindi ko kasi kaya ng ako lang.
Hirap magmahal ng ako lang.
Ganito nalang ba.
Kapag malungkot ako, mag-isa.
Kapag may sakit ako, mag-isa.
Kapag may pinagdadaanan ako, mag-isa.
Lord please, baka naman.
Sana tapos ka na gawin akong strong.
Sana this time may pahinga naman.
Sana this time may katuwang naman.
I surrender. Pagod na ako.
Baka pwede mo na ako pagbigyan.
Sana naman ngayon, mahal na rn ako ng mahal ko.
Mahirap ba ako mahalin.
Ganito na lang ba talaga.

ctto ✨

I hate noticing even na small changes on a person or anything nag o overthink ako on these like tone of voice, posture, habits, facial expression lahat Even sa chats o can sense if like nag iba tono the way they type😭😭. Bigla na may mag r run sakin na scenario on what could possibly happen and predict anong nangyari i read about hyper vigilance but ayoko mag self diagnosed naman din nakakapagod i did try to think about myself and yun need ko unahin pero wala…🦅

Guys paano nyo kinakaya pag andaming babaeng kaibigan ang jowa nyo? No joke pero parang kinakain talaga ako ng anxiety ko huhu hindi ko na sure if valid pa ba naffeel ko kasi sabi nya wala naman daw talagang meron sa kanila na more than friends pero ilang beses ko na kasi nacommunicate sa kanya na hindi ako komportable pero ganun pa rin, halos lahat nasa DM nya puro babaeng friends. Workmates nya din kasi sila. Lalo akong nasasaktan kasi ako yung sinasabihan nyang wag na daw ako makulit kasi sumusobra na daw ako sa selos at pag ooverthink. Pero pagdating sa friends nya, hindi nya magawang mag set ng boundaries and panay chat sila kahit hindi work related. Comfort comfort pa yan sila huhuhuhu valid naman naffeel ko diba? 😢