I've always been interested in the natural sciences on some level, but I've never studied them formally nor read about them on any serious level. I've been reading philosophy (mostly Aristotle, Hegel, a bit of Kant, though I find him rather boring) for a while, but I've come to believe that I have a very one-sided education and that I'm ignorant about the natural sciences (physics, biology and so on). I'd like to remedy this fault by beginning to read about physics, which one could consider, along with mathematics, as a kind of foundation in science or something close to it.
I dislike philosophers who make grand philosophical claims, staking their 'systems' on one or another currently popular physics field. On a closer inspection, their work is often based on misunderstandings or contentious reasoning. Quantum physics is probably that field which is most referred to by all kinds of mystics, who try to find places for (in my view) naive Cartesian understandings of consciousness, god, etc.
Another thing that encourages me to try and understand this field is my disappointment with the humanities and the social sciences, much of which seems to be overly pretentious and made of straw. So, on some level, I detest my own background. I value physicists, chemists, medical researchers and biologists far more than social scientists, 'critical theorists' and followers of all kinds of fashionable 'theory'. One of the few fields in the humanities I do value is philosophy, although I see it as more of a historical foundation on which you build your understanding of other topics and that most issues within philosophy are completely irrelevant today, apart from logic and other such things.
What I want is to get not a popular science understanding of one phenomena or another, or a series of isolated facts, such curiosities. I'd like to get something deeper, which is understanding. To make it a bit more clear, what I want is to understand this field on a deeper level. I've no practical use for any of this, but I would like to understand the world and as much of it as possible. Like I said, I also have the feeling that my understanding is far too one-sided. I don't seek a career in this field.
What would one do to achieve this? So far, with other interests of mine, I simply have relied on textbooks (for learning languages, a big interest of mine), secondary literature (primarily for philosophy) and primary literature.