I took the job because it came with a room.
That was the main thing. I didn't care about the hours or the pay. I just needed somewhere to stay, and the owner didn't ask many questions. He showed me the desk, the security monitors, and a narrow room behind the laundry where I could sleep during the day.
Then he explained the rules.
Lock the front door at two in the morning. Unlock it at six. Never leave the desk unattended. If a guest complained, write it down. If someone asked for a room that wasn't available, tell them we were full.
"Anything else?" I asked.
He thought about it.
"If a guest asks whether someone has checked out, tell them you don't know."
I assumed he meant not to discuss other guests with them.
The hotel was old. It had once been grand, judging by the faded photographs in the lobby, but now it smelled of damp carpet and lemon polish. There were twelve rooms, most of them empty. The occupied ones belonged to people who paid weekly and kept to themselves.
My first few weeks were uneventful. I read books behind the desk, watched the security monitors, and made coffee at six. I learned which floorboards creaked and which lights needed replacing.
Then I noticed the man in room seven.
He'd been there for three weeks, according to my memory. Middle-aged, neatly dressed, with a narrow face and thinning hair. He never complained, never asked for anything, and always nodded when he passed the desk.
I couldn't remember his name.
That wasn't unusual. I wasn't particularly good with names. But whenever I tried to recall his face, I found myself thinking about something else instead. A bill I needed to pay. A book I'd been reading. The coffee machine.
Anything except him.
I started noticing his routine.
Every night at eleven, he left the hotel. He walked down the front steps, turned left, and disappeared around the corner. At one, he returned, nodded at me, and went upstairs.
Every night.
I watched him on the security monitors. The picture was grainy, and the cameras were old, but I could see him clearly enough.
One night, I noticed something strange.
The hallway camera showed him passing room seven at eleven. I looked up from the monitor and saw him standing at the desk, waiting for me to finish my coffee.
I looked back at the screen.
The hallway was empty.
When I looked up again, he was still there.
"Everything all right?" he asked.
I nearly dropped my cup.
"Fine. Sorry. Didn't hear you come down."
He nodded, as if I'd said something perfectly reasonable, and walked out.
The following morning, I asked the owner about him.
"Room seven. Who's staying there?"
The owner checked the register.
"No one."
I laughed because I thought he was joking.
"He pays weekly. He's been here for three weeks."
The owner turned the register towards me.
Room seven was blank.
I checked the other pages. There were names, dates, payments, signatures. Room seven had nothing.
"Perhaps you've mixed up the room number," the owner said.
I hadn't.
I knew I hadn't.
I went upstairs and knocked on room seven. Nobody answered. When I opened the door, the room was empty. No bed, no furniture, not even curtains. Just bare floorboards and a window overlooking the street.
I stood there for a while, trying to understand why I remembered making his bed.
Then I went back downstairs.
That night, the man returned at one, nodded at me, and climbed the stairs.
I didn't ask where he'd been.
A few days later, I followed him.
I waited until eleven and watched him leave. Then I grabbed my coat and went after him, keeping far enough behind that he wouldn't notice.
He walked three blocks, turned left, then crossed the road without looking. Eventually, he stopped outside a narrow brick building with boarded-up windows.
He stood facing the entrance.
Not looking around. Not checking his watch.
Just standing there.
I waited for him to knock, or try the door, or do something that would explain why he'd come all this way.
He did nothing.
At one, he turned around and walked back to the hotel.
I followed him inside.
He nodded at me as he passed the desk.
I nodded back.
Neither of us said a word.
The next morning, I searched the building's address online. There was nothing useful, just an old street listing and a photograph of the same brick facade. The building had been empty for years.
I didn't tell the owner what I'd found.
I began watching the other guests more carefully.
There was a woman in room three who wore a grey coat and carried a handbag with a broken clasp. A man in room nine who always had wet shoes, even when it hadn't rained. Someone in room eleven who never appeared on the lobby camera but whose footsteps I could hear on the stairs.
They all left at eleven.
They all returned at one.
And none of them existed in the register.
When I asked the owner about it, he didn't even bother checking the book.
"You're new here," he said.
"What does that have to do with anything?"
"Nothing. You'll get used to it."
"Get used to what?"
He picked up his keys and left.
I started keeping a log.
Room number. Time of departure. Description. Time of return.
I wrote everything down because I was afraid that if I didn't, I'd forget. And I was beginning to forget things.
Small things at first.
Whether I'd eaten that day. Whether I'd spoken to the owner. Whether I'd locked the front door before going upstairs.
Once, I found a cup of coffee on the desk, still warm, with my name written on it in black marker.
I didn't remember making it.
Another time, I found a sentence in my notebook that I didn't remember writing.
Don't follow them inside.
I crossed it out.
The handwriting looked like mine.
After two weeks, the log was full. I compared it with the register, checking every name, every room, every date.
Nothing matched.
Not one guest.
I took the notebook to the owner.
"Who are these people?"
He looked at the pages.
For a moment, something changed in his expression. Not surprise. Not confusion.
Recognition.
Then it was gone.
"What people?"
"The guests. The ones leaving every night. The ones in rooms three, seven, nine, and eleven."
He closed the notebook.
"There are no guests in those rooms."
"I've seen them."
"I know."
The words came out so quietly that I almost missed them.
I stared at him.
"What do you mean, you know?"
He pushed the notebook back across the desk.
"You're tired. Get some sleep."
I grabbed his wrist before he could walk away.
"Tell me what's happening."
He looked down at my hand until I let go.
Then he straightened his sleeve.
"You're the night porter," he said. "Your job is to keep the hotel running."
He left me alone at the desk.
That night, I didn't watch the monitors.
I went upstairs instead.
Room three was empty. Room seven was empty. Room nine was empty. Room eleven was empty.
I checked every room in the hotel.
All twelve.
Some had beds and furniture. Others were bare, as if they had never been used. But there was no luggage, no clothing, no personal belongings. Nothing that suggested anyone had stayed there.
I went back downstairs and sat in front of the monitors.
The lobby was empty.
The stairs were empty.
The hallways were empty.
I rewound the footage from the previous night.
At eleven, the woman in the grey coat walked out through the front door. At one, she returned.
I watched it again.
At eleven, she walked out.
At one, she returned.
I slowed the footage down.
She entered the lobby, stopped in front of the desk, and looked directly at the camera.
Then she smiled.
I had never seen her smile before.
I leaned closer to the screen.
She raised one hand and pointed towards the desk.
Towards me.
I turned around so quickly that my chair struck the wall.
Nobody was there.
When I looked back at the monitor, the footage had moved on. The lobby was empty again.
I checked the register.
Room three was blank. Room seven was blank. Room nine was blank. Room eleven was blank.
But room one had an entry.
My name.
The date beside it was three weeks earlier.
I stared at the page, trying to remember the first night I'd arrived at the hotel. The owner showing me the desk. The narrow room behind the laundry. The keys.
I could remember all of it.
Except the journey there.
I couldn't remember where I'd come from.
I couldn't remember the last place I'd slept before the hotel.
I couldn't remember the name of the person I'd called when I got the job.
I searched my pockets for my phone.
There were no contacts saved in it.
The following morning, I asked the owner when I'd checked in.
He didn't answer immediately.
"Room one," I said. "The register says I've been here for three weeks."
He looked at the page.
"Does it?"
"You hired me three weeks ago."
"Did I?"
For the first time since I'd met him, I couldn't tell whether he was joking.
I went into the little room behind the laundry and locked the door.
There was a narrow bed, a sink, and a wardrobe. I'd been sleeping there every day.
I knew that.
I also knew I'd never seen the room in daylight.
I opened the wardrobe.
Inside hung a grey coat.
I recognised it immediately, though I couldn't remember where I'd seen it before.
There was something in the pocket. A folded slip of paper, soft at the edges, as if it had been handled many times.
On it, in my handwriting, were six words.
When they return, don't let them in.
I sat on the bed until it was time to go downstairs.
At eleven, the front door opened.
The man from room seven stood in the lobby.
He looked exactly as he always had. Neatly dressed. Hands in his pockets. Patient.
He glanced at the desk.
I kept my eyes on the register.
"Evening," he said.
I didn't answer.
He waited a moment, then walked out.
At one, I heard footsteps on the stairs.
I looked up.
The man stood at the foot of the stairs, looking at me.
Behind him, the woman in the grey coat came down from the second floor. Then the man with the wet shoes. Then someone I didn't recognise.
They gathered in the lobby, facing the desk.
Nobody spoke.
I reached for the phone to call the owner.
The line was dead.
When I looked up again, the lobby was empty.
The front door was open.
I got up to close it, but stopped when I saw the security monitor.
The camera showed me standing at the desk.
Behind me, the guests were gathering in the lobby.
One by one, they walked past me and went out through the open door.
I watched until the last one disappeared.
Then I looked at the desk.
There was a new page in the logbook.
The entries were written in my handwriting.
Room seven. Eleven PM. Departed.
Room seven. One AM. Returned.
Room three. Eleven PM. Departed.
Room three. One AM. Returned.
At the bottom of the page, beneath the last entry, was a sentence.
Room one is still occupied.
I turned towards the stairs.
Someone was standing at the top.
I couldn't see their face, but I could see the grey coat. The same coat hanging in my wardrobe.
They began to descend.
I backed away from the desk.
The figure stopped halfway down and looked towards the front door.
Then, slowly, it turned its head towards me.
I knew that face.
I knew it so well that, for a moment, I forgot to be afraid.
It was mine.
The figure smiled.
I looked down at the logbook.
A final line had appeared beneath the others.
Room one. Eleven PM. Departed.
I checked the clock.
It was eleven.
Behind me, the front door opened.
And from somewhere outside, I heard my own voice ask:
"Is anyone staying in room one?"