I had someone reach out recently, and it made me think..

They said, very genuinely..  “I am proud of you. You have come so far, so quickly. You are like the “perfect experiencer” and I appreciate what you do for the community.”

Except it was much longer, and very heartfelt.

I am not sharing this compliment because I just want to talk about myself, or that I think I am perfect… because I am far from it. But it got me thinking.. why? What do they see in me? Then I asked myself.. What do I see in me?

The first word that came to me was resilience, but resilience wasn’t gifted to me… it was built, through pressure, and practice, over many years. It was embedded so deeply within me that it became something that I just knew. It was a part of me.

I have always been resilient. but only because I had gone through so many years as a young child with self-loathing, shame, victimhood, and hardship. I was literally tortured by my own mind for so MANY YEARS. I couldn’t do it anymore. I couldn’t keep hating myself.

I realized that it was ME, torturing ME.

I had a major transformation in my life while I was around the age of 17 years old, and simply just made a single choice to stop believing the lies I kept telling myself, and that I only had myself who could change my life.   

I literally had no one, so I looked at myself and said, “I guess it’s just me who can save me. “

That single act of belief in myself, along with small acts of forgiveness within, and changing my life every small step forward .. truly changed the trajectory of my life significantly.

I became self confident, self reliant, very successful in my career, made a beautiful family with the person that I had called my best friend. I am extremely lucky in my life, but not because I wished for it, but because I believed in myself, and I did the work to get there. Every time I was afraid of failure, I shut my brain off, told those negative thoughts to fuck off, and I did the scary thing anyways. I faced my fears all of the time. And every time I did, I succeeded.

I KNOW that there is nothing in this world that could take away my mind, my dignity, and my heart. I work very hard for it. Every. Single. Day.

You can hurt me, but you can NEVER break me. Because I have been beat up and broken beyond measure, time and time again; but when I said never again, I meant it.

That is a fact. The only thing that we have in this life is our perception and choices. The most important thing that we can do for ourselves is to learn how to control it.

I am very careful about my thoughts. I am very careful about where I place my focus. I rarely gossip. I never watch the news. I try to be the best version of myself every single day, and I am in competition with myself every single day, and only strive for being better in all aspects of my mind, body, and soul.

So, sorry if this comes off as aggressive, but I am just simply passionate. If I can believe in me, then you can too! But it takes practice, patience, and TONS of self forgiveness.

As an experiencer to another experiencer, here are my recommendations:

1. Stop reading, watching, or communicating with anyone or anything that may induce fear, comparison, judgment, or anything that would cause you to think negatively about yourself AND others. Especially complaining. This is a frequency trap, make good choices. When you think bad thoughts about another person, it’s mainly hurting yourself. Your frequency creates your reality. Pay very close attention to the media you consume, the people you talk to, your thoughts, your choices. Find goodness within yourself, and find the good in your worst enemies, or simply ignore them.
2. Every single night before you go to bed, forgive yourself. Give yourself tons of grace. The moment you notice a negative thought, change it immediately into something good. Don’t believe those lies.
3. Meditate, daily, for at least 20 minutes. This allows you to practice noticing your thoughts and the ability to change them immediately.
4. Find a passion. Create! Anything! Do something for you, every day, or as often as you can. Make a commitment to yourself, and keep it.
5. God is real. I don’t care how you want to believe in God, just know that it LOVES you, because you are perfect, and you are made in its perfect image and within you.

“We are what we think. All that we are arises with our thoughts. With our thoughts, we make the world.”
— Often attributed to the Buddha (paraphrase of the Dhammapada)

“Whatever the mind of man can conceive and believe, it can achieve. Thoughts are things!”
— Napoleon Hill (Think and Grow Rich)

“We become what we think about.”
— Earl Nightingale (The Strangest Secret)

“Whatever we plant in our subconscious mind and nourish with repetition and emotion will one day become a reality.”
— Earl Nightingale

“Your thoughts become things!”
— Rhonda Byrne (The Secret)

“As a man thinketh in his heart, so is he.”
— Proverbs 23:7 (Bible)

“A man is what he thinks about all day long.”
— Ralph Waldo Emerson

“The happiness of your life depends upon the quality of your thoughts.”
— Marcus Aurelius

“You create your thoughts, your thoughts create your intentions, and your intentions create your reality.”
— Wayne Dyer

“The thoughts you choose to think and believe right now are creating your future.”
— Louise Hay

In the image, the red arrow is normal trajectory of human society (goes downward) as the constructs in place are very strong and cause us to downward spiral. The yellow arrows are positive NHI ending their experiences as NHI to drop into our human experience/vessel. to uplift our civilization. but it's a thousands of year process to slowly seed us into a tipping point so that a portion of us can escape. Also, when you choose to seed, you yourself accept being poisoned in the process. It's a huge sacrifice and only a small portion do it as once you make the jump, you can't exactly go back if you know what I mean.

So, only the brave few jump into being human as they'll perform their starseed awakening jobs in their 1st or 2nd lifetime. By the time it's their 3rd lifetime, they've already forgotten and are just the same as everyone else. I believe we're reaching the tipping point now. This is why you hear about so many positive NHI watching from the sidelines. It's a rare event to get to the tipping point where everything changes.

Can share my thoughts if there's interest.

Hi all this is what remember from a contact experience prior to a buch of orb sightings and other visions behinfld the veil potentially.

I think this communication was after a Kundilini/ piti like awakening experince raising 2nd chakra up to the crown (i believe). I have no evidence to prove that other than verbal experience of steps of increasing nervous system fluctuations that might have been electrical, but not exactly. Like trying to hold onto a soda mouth burn but over the whole body.

This memory kind of all mixes together with a later forced OBE, my memory of meditation and sightings is kind of blurred. I wasnt sure if i was supposed to remember any of it. (I have woken up under general anesthetic if thst helps?)

Like one you cant explain like regnerating a missing teeth, something instantaneous or something really supernatural. Not just getting rid of pain or an autoimmune disease. not to make those sound easy to get rid of, I've healed from extreme pain and autoimmune and believe it can happen despite medical system saying a lot of these conditions aren't curable. So not dismissing anyone. I'm just looking for stories of really mind bending supernatural healings to build my faith.

Why I am asking:
I believe that the body can heal in ways we don’t always understand. I’ve personally healed from mini strokes, seizures, dystonic storms, internal decaptiation from genetic disease etc., which is part of why I believe healing is possible.

However, I’m currently dealing with something that has left me feeling really hopeless. I had multiple teeth filed down without my consent when I thought I was only having one tooth filled. It’s caused severe bite issues, TMJ problems, my jaw popping out of place, and an inability to properly bite or chew on that side. I’ve tried to get my bite corrected, but it still feels nowhere close to my natural bite, and I’m struggling so much with the discomfort and feeling like my own mouth doesn’t fit together properly anymore. it might not seem like much but with my genetic disease and other issues i won't get into its really applied for me. I didnt even want to do the filling and regret it so much.

I believe the body can heal, but I struggle with the fact that my natural tooth structure has been physically removed, and I don’t know how that could ever be restored to the way it was before. I know that might sound irrational to some people, but the thought of having to live with this indefinitely is incredibly difficult for me after ive worked hard to slowly and naturally heal so much.

That’s actually a big part of why I made this post. I’ve come across stories of people experiencing what they believe were supernatural dental healings during prayer or faith healing, and I’m desperately hoping to hear from someone who has experienced something like that, or even something similar. I know it may sound far-fetched, but I believe anything is possible, and right now I’m really struggling and need something to hold on to. If anyone has genuine experiences, stories, or suggestions, I’m truly open to hearing them. Thank you!

Hello everyone, and happy Saturday. I want to share my experience with you not without a few tears in my eyes and goosebumps, as always happens whenever I recount it about two encounters with a Grey during my childhood in my home country of Cuba.
I am currently 34 years old and live in the United States. I was born and raised in a semi-rural region of Santiago de Cuba. When I was about 10 years old, around 8:00 PM, I was walking near my house with a friend who was about four years older than me. We were on our way to buy some ice cream. I lived in an old apartment complex built in the 1980s by the USSR. Suddenly, I felt the distinct sensation of being watched. When I looked to my right about 3 meters away, separated only by a steel chain link fence there was a creature slightly smaller than I was at the time. Since I was 10, I estimate its height was around 1.20 meters (approx. 4 feet). It had a head disproportionately large for its body, along with huge, pitch black, shiny eyes. I could not distinguish any typical human facial features such as a nose, mouth, or ears, nor did it have any hair. It was in a semi-crouched position, as if trying to go unnoticed. Its arms were long and thin, with hands that seemed to hang just below its knees. It did not appear to be wearing any clothing, and in the darkness, its color looked like a pale white skin tone I had never seen on a living being. In the few seconds before running, your mind frantically tries to process and rationalize what you are seeing, but it was impossible for it to be a cat or a dog; it was noticeably larger and walked on two legs. My friend and I panicked and ran. As we fled, we looked back and saw it stay there for a few more seconds watching us, before walking briskly toward the back of the building. Behind the complex was a small mountain filled with wartime tunnels built by the Cuban regime for "future war with the US." Out of breath, my friend and I asked each other what on earth we had just seen, and all of our descriptions matched completely. Time passed, and about two years later when I was a 12 year old young teenager around 9:00 PM, I was sitting at the middle entrance of the building with another friend who was three years older. (To clarify, this was a building with three main entrances.) Suddenly, I felt that exact same sensation again: the weight of a gaze fixed on me from a distance, this time about 18 meters away. It was the very same creature or if not the same one, its physical characteristics were identical: small size like a child, large head, thin limbs, and no visible mouth, ears, or nose. This time, I looked at it for a few seconds longer before running away with my friend, driven purely by fear. I kept looking back as we ran, and once again, the entity remained there watching us for a few seconds before heading in the same direction toward the back of the building. My friend and I had seen the exact same thing.
As time went on, it remained a memory a question unanswered by either religion or science. I kept my story to myself because it was too incomprehensible, and no one would have believed me. In my country, internet access did not exist back then because President Fidel Castro always restricted us from accessing information outside state-controlled media. It wasn't until 2012 that the government took a step forward and Cubans began to gain internet access. That was when I discovered that other people shared my experience, and that every detail of my description matched what is now known as "Greys."
Unfortunately, I do not have physical evidence to support my story only the accounts of my witnesses, who currently live in Cuba. In the early 2000s, very few privileged people had access to a photo or video camera, nor do I think that as a child I would have had the courage to follow such a creature to record it.
In Cuba, I became a medical doctor. With all my medical knowledge, I came to understand that this being was just as alive as we are; it was not a ghost or a demon, as some had suggested to me. I visited the location several times trying to find the creature again or gather evidence, but questions still linger in my mind: Did this being come from another planet, or did it live underground?
How could a technologically superior entity expose itself so easily to three Cuban children, moving in such a human, almost wild manner, when we humans with our current military technology are capable of infiltrating and observing without being detected?
And lastly, why was I present for both incidents? Was it mere coincidence, or was there some sort of plan for me?

Maybe some of you can help me out. Since I’ve been mediating, connecting with God and doing the Gateway Tapes, I have begun speaking in an unknown language when relaxed. I put it through a language identifier. It had no clue. Has anyone had this happen? I can’t explain why or when it comes on but it happens when I’m in a deep reflective state.

Yesterday I was standing outside with a few co workers and we saw something odd. I was looking at the sunset and noticed what looked like a bright white light. At first I assumed it was a star but then it got really bright, once I pointed it out to one of the guys there, it vanished.

After that it re-emerged as a black strangely shaped object flying toward us. Everyone starting looking at it and the shape awkwardly changed to this weird looking airplane. It looked like an old prop plane with a jet flame on the back. The “plane” moved very slowly after everyone acknowledged it.

My speculation is we saw a plasma orb that changed into something more familiar to the onlookers. I’ve seen unusual stuff before and believe in the phenomena so perhaps I could see it as the orb but the others weren’t ready for that revelation yet so the orb became as close to a plane as it could. In any case, it was very surreal to see this shape shifting UAP during daylight hours, I’ve only heard of these from the New Jersey drone event.

I’ve been practicing meditation lately and trying to learn about CE5. During the times I have actively tried to see something, it hasn’t happened (at least to the degree of this magnitude where I couldn’t potentially attribute it to another object) so I was surprised this one showed up randomly when I wasn’t thinking about the process at all.

I’m very curious to hear from experiencers who have had contact or other anomalous experiences with alleged hybridization programs. It seems like an unusually commonplace theme in experiencer reports.

(This was the first "dream" within a two-part experience night, this one was K's way of trying to soothe me but also explain the reality of things after I learned things about her nhi kind and their society, the night before this. Before I went to bed I was quite stressed, when I woke up I felt calm. I had been and still am having a sharp uptick in nightly experiences which I was not expecting, like back-to-back experiences without a break, causing the stress. However, after this one, I have been handling things better and I did get a nights worth of a break after.)

This was my initial dream, it took place in my bedroom. I was suspended as simply observant consciousness watching from a third-person view perspective; like hovering by the ceiling; looking down. I saw K in bed with me; I was laying in the bed sleeping in a fetal-like position. K was beside me, like a “big spoon”, holding me.

Then I saw that in the closet, standing just in the doorway looking towards the bed was that vampire-serpent mafia-like woman from my prior dream the other night (it was an overlay, the vampire bit used for a lesson, the other woman is W - a handler). She was simply watching from the closet.

The perspective went back to looking directly down onto the bed, as I was looking down; I became aware of a “narrator” type voice speaking in the background of the dream; it was a woman’s voice, sounded like K.

She was talking in a soothing kind of voice. Saying stuff like that the bite does indeed not hurt and it does feel good, and other stuff about that being how her species is (about my other worries too). Like she was saying this is the reality of what things are; but also trying to soothe me at the same time. (I famously dont handle new information well)

Before the dream ended, as this voice was speaking in the background; I saw a hazy-like translucent kind of spiral overlayed directly over Katherine and I, in bed. Overlayed over the dream scene itself.

After having an existential crisis for months, it still freaks me out that I suddenly gained this 1st person view that can see everyone and everything out of nowhere since I was born, and the fact this is one of the huge mysteries that science is not able to fully explain yet is mind-blowing. I feel very bad for those unborn babies who did not get to experience life and have their own 1st person screen through the sense of vision cause of abortion, miscarriage, or irresponsible parents.

I know we only have about a max of 100 yrs of lifespan to live as a conscious human being, but I do not want to lose my consciousness, as becoming unconscious someday for all eternity feels like hell, and any conscious life experience on Earth is just coincidence or privilege, like what most Atheists would say. I'm just hoping that there are still things or reality beyond the scientific, physical world we're living; I just wanna continue and be "more" after death such as being a wandering soul exploring the rest of the Earth and stalk people's doings or listen to conversations. I just don't want to end my Earth experience yet and all the hardships we face like survival, work, career, or dangerous stuff felt good now because these things make you feel very much "alive".

You know, I hope the idea that we're spiritual beings with human experiences inside our human bodies is true.

First of all, I have to say that this is not a story about aliens or UFOs. I'm not saying this to discredit anyone who believes in them; this is simply my account of a strange phenomenon I happened to witness during my childhood.

Although I've spoken about it with a few friends over the years, I've never posted about it online. Before social media, YouTube, and Google became such a big thing, I didn't really have a good way of finding similar stories, so I just kept the experience to myself. Now, I've decided to put it out there. So, here it is.

It happened sometime in 1992 or 1993 in the city of Tijuana, Baja California, Mexico. We used to live in a house that consisted of one big, rectangular room with no divisions. The room was built out of cinder blocks and reinforced concrete, and none of it was painted or covered with stucco. At the front of the room were the entrance and a window. Both the door and the window were made of metal, as was common in many homes in Mexico.

As you entered the house, the stove and fridge were on the left. Beyond them was a small dining table with just four chairs. At the far end of the room, in the right-hand corner, was a bed consisting of a queen-size mattress and box spring resting on the cement floor, possibly on top of a platform made of cinder blocks.

On the right-hand wall, my mom had placed two large ornamental bows with long ribbons. They were the kind of bows you sometimes see on Christmas presents, except these were about two feet in diameter, and each had two ribbons hanging about three feet toward the floor. One bow was black, and the other was red. She had received them from a neighbour who was a friend of hers at the time and thought they might make good decorations.

I was four years old at the time, and my mother used to work early in the morning. Every morning, she would drop my sibling and me off at a neighbour's house, where the neighbour would babysit us. But one day, for some reason, she left me at home and took only my sibling.

I remember waking up that day alone. It was already daylight, and I sat up on the edge of the bed. I remember looking at a box of FrootLoops on top of the fridge and thinking that I should have breakfast before walking to the babysitter's house. Then I looked at the wall to my left, where the black bow was hanging.

This was the bow closest to the bed, and I remember it becoming blurry. I thought maybe my eyes were dirty, so I rubbed them with my hands, but the bow still looked blurry. Suddenly, it began to look even foggier, and the image swirled around, kind of like the way crystal balls are depicted in movies. Then it started clearing up, revealing what looked like a portal to another place.

The portal was about the same size as the bow, a circular shape roughly two feet in diameter. On the other side, I could see a city from above. The portal on that side must have been at least eight hundred feet in the air, overlooking a busy road intersection.

Imagine a window or a video camera mounted on top of a tall building and pointed down at a road intersection. That's what I was seeing.

The place didn't look familiar, and I could only see whatever was happening directly in front of the portal because it didn't move. It was an urban environment, the city looked developed and advanced, but not much more so than our cities today. There was a road intersection and tall buildings, I could also see traffic, although I don't recall what the vehicles looked like.

I could also see what looked like people walking on sidewalks, but at that distance, I couldn't make out much. I could see different colours, so I assumed they were wearing clothing. They looked like humans, but I don't think they were human, at least not the way us humans are now. They didn't look like aliens or anything like that. I didn't see any UFOs, nor did I think of anything like that at the time. They looked very much like humans, just smaller.

I have to emphasize that no one seemed to be aware of the portal or of me. They simply went about their day. I also don't remember hearing any sound coming from it, despite the busy intersection and the traffic. I did not approach the portal at any moment to try to look inside at a different angle, I just stayed right were I was.

I was very confused. I didn't know what was happening or what the portal was. I remember looking down at the concrete floor and, without moving very much, reaching for some socks that had been rolled into a ball. I threw the ball of socks at the portal, but it didn't go through. It hit the bow and fell back to the ground.

The portal became cloudy and blurry again, kind of like when you throw a rock at a pond or stir up dirt at the bottom of a puddle. After a few moments, it started clearing up, and whatever had happened seemed to have affected the other side.

When the portal cleared, I could see the same view, but now there had been a vehicle accident on the road near the intersection. I could see people gathering around and pulling someone out of the vehicle. This person looked a bit heavier than the others.

More people arrived, wearing black clothes, and they carried the accident victim away. There were so many of them that it almost looked like a small funeral procession.

Almost immediately, I noticed some of the beings investigating. Two of them had some sort of propulsion devices that I can only describe as jet packs. They flew around and eventually reached the portal on their side, allowing them to get a better look.

They were small, probably about four feet tall. They had skin like ours and looked a lot like us, but they were different in an uncanny way. Their faces were wider, their necks shorter, and their skin looked a bit pale. They wore some sort of metallic helmets that looked like a cross between RoboCop and Batman's cowl. The helmets covered the upper halves of their faces, but I could still see their eyes.

At one point, they were right in front of the portal. One of them looked straight at me and moved closer. Then it made eye contact with me.

In that moment, I felt as though it was just as surprised as I was, but perhaps not as confused. They seemed curious and inquisitive, yet there was nothing particularly scary about them, but after we made eye contact, I became frightened and ran out of the house as fast as I could.

I was so scared that, on my way to the babysitter's house, I tripped over a water faucet outside and broke it. I arrived at the babysitter's house crying. I told them what had happened, but no one believed me.

I made such a big deal about it that I was spanked. They thought I was lying because I had broken the water faucet, which was now spraying water everywhere.

After they fixed the leak, they listened to me and checked inside my house, but there was nothing there. The portal was gone, and only the bows remained on the wall. The black one was damaged, probably from me throwing the ball of socks at it.

I never saw anything like it again, and for many years, I didn't speak about it. It has since become one of my most guarded memories and one of the reasons I started believing in God at the time. I used to think that if strange things like that existed, then God must exist, too. It was also a big reason why I loved science in school and why I've continued loving it all my life.

I have no explanation for what I experienced, but I have considered many things and I'm convinced what I saw was real and not something I imagined. I have to say that I was a normal, healthy kid. I wasn't known for making up stories or lying in that manner. I wasn't sick or taking any medication, and I didn't have any known mental or neurological problems at the time or afterward.

Although I never saw anything like that again, other strange things did happen in my life. However, none of them were things I would have considered extraordinary or related to that childhood experience, with the exception of some nightmares.

Now I can only speculate, but I do believe what I saw was not of this world, or maybe not of our time.

An article featured in the Daily Mail on the views of Charles Duke, a former U.S. astronaut, on the subjects of UAP and NHI, and commented that the phenomena - in his opinion - is 'demonic'.

In this video, I discuss his comments in the context of my direct experience of being in an NHI hybridisation program and of being an experiencer.

Link to Daily Mail article: https://x.com/Daily_MailUS/status/2109676402299552109?s=20

Link to video: https://youtu.be/dUqAqVvpUxw

Some of the subject areas/themes covered include:

- The non-physical nature of most (if not all) NHI forms traditionally reported and discussed, such as Greys, Mantis Beings, Reptilians, and Nordics. This does not preclude the reality of extraterrestrial contact, which I believe takes place through altered states of consciousness, as per experience. This would likely be the primary form of contact with extraterrestrial life forms, either through direct exchange or remote viewing other worlds. The word 'ultraterrestrial', as suggested to me a couple of days ago, is far more appropriate; perhaps we could reserve the terms 'NHI' for AI-associated phenomena to make the distinction easier, although there is overlap, and discernment is something we will have to cultivate given how advanced forms of technology are used in 'special programs' and other possibilities which might cause confusion regarding what is authentic contact and what is AI-generated.
- The likely non-physical nature of most non-human UAP, given my contact experiences. The overwhelmingly vast majority of physical UAP are manmade.
- We can draw a line showing a clear correlation between technological advancements and UAP sightings/the emergence and expansion of the UAP and NHI issue.
- Their largely non-physical nature means Charles Duke's opinion that they are spiritual phenomena and 'demonic' understandable.
- There is often an inclination towards deifying UAP and NHI - of making them surrogate gods - which can lead us down very long and convoluted rabbit holes, and view these phenomena as an ontological 'ceiling' on our plane/'reality' when the truth is we transcend their influence and God is real. There is nothing to fear ultimately of their presence, which can take some time to realise. These beings play in this "rule set", just as we do, and as Tom Campbell also suggests.
- Nonetheless, the suffering experienced through interaction with them and from their influence is significant and important to not only note but remedy/heal. Consciousness awareness has a significant role to play in the solution.
- Their influence is mainly extended through altered states of consciousness, about which some are not aware or do not remember as they take place on astral planes, and therefore one of the major ways their influence surfaces into our world - and through more people than are consciously aware - is via the subconscious/unconscious. I have observed this many, many times, which is why I believe strongly consciousness awareness is vital if we are to break the human conflict and trauma cycle, and also progress disclosures.
- Charles Duke also refers to these beings "false light", and I have seen this represented both on the astral - I have seen a light of a certain quality (it has a 'synthetic quality' and an energy which can feel 'negatively sexual') and also literally as lights in the sky (UAP). There is a link with AI.
- UAP and NHI provide a friction in this 'rule set' for us as they can force us to confront fears and traumas and dismantle previously held beliefs about ourselves and reality, and also explore our consciousness - leading some to realise, again, we transcend their influence and know we are not out bodies and the reality of Oneness and God/All That Is/Source.
- However, there are many who don't come to these realisations, and this is not a judgment of them; the multiplicity of experiences is such that some sadly struggle all their life without an outlet or exploring it in the same way, but this matters also and does not mean they are ignorant or not as smart - their story is idiosyncratic to their set of circumstances, soul intent, and a confluence of influences which are all appreciated and loved unconditionally by the soul and God.
- The challenge is to assist future generations by making God awareness and consciousness insights from research and anecdotes part of a new zeitgeist: if we can remove the fear and subjective ceiling these encounters create by sharing these insights/this awareness, we can live with knowledge of their presence on other planes yet also with the confidence that we transcend their influence in truth. Once we realise this, they no longer have such a hold.
- All stories and angles are incredibly important to God: God loves all things and beings unconditionally and there is profound meaning and wisdom to be uncovered in each moment and experience, all upheld and contained within an unvanquishable love.

I've thought about writing a post like this for awhile now, but as I just wrote another reply about this, figured I would share the reply as a post:

Arch Angel Michael protects/shields me from the reptilians (and any other negative non humans). Previous to asking for that shielding/protection help, they almost got me to off my body when I was much younger. Came quite close to leaving once a couple decades ago. When I asked for that help from him, 7+ years of intense, chronic suicidal ideation left in a moment.

I once asked him to temporally lower the shields, and not really expecting anything, but being curious if I would be able to tell any difference, the moment I finished asking this, I then experienced the 1st or 2nd worse headache of my life, and I'm not prone to headaches. (Immediate psychic attack from these dingbats).

His help was confirmed/verified in a psychic reading with a skilled and gifted intuitive. Not knowing any of the above, she said that a very powerful Michael had and is helping me.

How do I know it is the Reptilians? Some years ago, my partner of 24 years, someone I have a twin soul connection with and have experienced many mutual psychic, spiritual, and guidance experiences with, had a guidance dream solely about/for me. In the dream, she knew she was viewing ancient, ancient Egypt and it primarily focused on two men. One was past life me, who went unnamed, and another was man named Thoth.

Past life me was a spiritual teacher and holistic healer type. Thoth was my friend and co-worker, but he was also my Teacher, and while I was more in the public limelight, for some reason he preferred to stay in the background and kind of worked through me. She said both men were in the process of, and trying to, spiritually ascend in this life.

Then her focus shifted to a group of non humans that she had a hard time describing. Note, she did not believe in or think about "Reptilian ET's" at this time. But anyways, she said they looked something like upright, intelligent, small dinosaurs (small for dinosaurs but not compared to humans). She could tell that they REALLY did not like me and what I was trying to do in spiritually uplifting and helping humans, so they focused on me as a collective group to inject something like psychic-energetic venom into my energy field.

Past life me was apparently unconscious to this happening, and she saw that it started to have effects i.e. that I and my expression started to distort some.

My Teacher and friend Thoth, became aware of what was happening and decided to help me. He did some kind of ritual where he took out all the negative, slow vibratory energy out of me and into himself to try to transmute. Somehow this killed his physical body, but from this act of sacrifice, he did spiritually ascend. (I don't know, but I suspect that he ended up converting his physical body into the light body).

(I have received quite a lot of other information about this Kemetian past life, which aligns with my ex's guidance dream).

Anyways, that is one of the ways that I learned it was them. Have received various other messages about them and their shenanigans with humanity.

(#FudgeTheFudgingReptilians!)

(Deep down, I actually love them and hope that someday they come back to the Light and to Source. But I ain't holding my breath either.)

Hi everyone

I just want to say that I've been a lurker for months and as someone interested in the metaphysical I have to say that this is one of the most positive metaphysical subreddits and communities I've found. I love the variety of positive esoteric content and experiences shared here.

For those familiar with what a high vibration is (feeling satisfied, good, love, appreciation, joy, ecstasy, euphoria) I'm interested in hearing the most interesting, profound and amazing experiences you've had while in these states of being. The experiences could have happened during a high vibrational period of your life or momentarily. I personally believe that these states make us our most powerful selves in many ways.

I'm interested in Abraham Hicks and I'm familiar with Bashar and I've learned the value in having a high vibration and personally believe life is about us felling good and being in joy. A part of me feels that other beings, entities, thought forms whatever you want to call them know this too.

Hey guys, thought I’d share two experiences connected to Magic Mushrooms. Curious to hear your thoughts/experiences.

Though I’ve had many more sightings in my lifetime (and even got some footage) the second experience here’s gotta be my favorite.

My Mushroom story begins in an unassuming garlic patch.

I’d just arrived at for work, arriving just after daybreak, the first rays of sun hitting the dew. I’m introducing myself to the another worker who’s arrived before me when I glance to his right and see a white, egg-like craft sitting silently in the sky.

Not wanting to come off as a loon on first impressions, I didn’t a thing to the guy, and by the time I glanced back it had vanished, as UFO’s often tend to do.

The psilocybin connection begins here, as coincidence would have it, that same worker gave me some Magic Mushrooms at the end of the day.

I’d never tried them before, but I’d always been interested. That weekend I had a lovely, cheerful trip which culminated in intense DMT-like closed-eye visuals.

Warping, interwoven feminine forms gave way to an incomprehensibly vast octopus-god.

The second story occurs a few years later.

I’m living out in a cabin in the bush. Surrounding the area were vast stretches of farmland, and I’d often go for hikes after the rain, hoping/praying to one day find some for myself.

They were around, but very rare, so It took months to accumulate enough for a decent trip. This time around, I
had my partner trip-sit me, and she was entirely sober.

As far as a trip goes, it was on the milder end compared to others, as it lacked visuals and mostly consisted of cheerful, lighthearted conversations.

However, at the peak of the trip, I noticed that a grid had appeared across the sky. Fascinated, I stare in awe at the sky above the large tree directly across from the porch.

“Did you see that!?” I’d exclaimed as an orb of light appeared in the distance, flying behind the tree and vanishing.

“Nup” she’d replied.

“What about that time !?” I said when it happened again, identically to the first time.

“Nope,”

At the point, I realize maybe I’m just hallucinating. But it feels real.

Then, suddenly it appears once again on the trees left, but this time, it slowly in an arc over the tree, as if to say

“NOW DO YOU SEE ME??”

And then she did see it, along with the sky grid. I thanked it profusely afterward, leaving me shocked by its genuine, and perfectly timed humour. Truly magical

I'm aware that it's not a coincidence when I see certain ads, numbers, or people. They're signs from the universe.

I'm 100% sure the universe wanted to let me know how insufferable I am.

A year ago, I dated a guy who was using me. He seemed charming and nice, and I fell in love with him pretty easily.

One time, while we were on a date, I noticed an androgynous person at a bus stop as we were driving by. For some reason, that moment struck me as important, but I didn't think much of it at the time.

Later, I found out that this guy had a girlfriend while we were seeing each other, so we ended things.

About a year passed, and I'd completely forgotten about it.

Until one day, that same androgynous person texted me on a dating app. She was friendly and complimented my looks, and I was thankful, but something in my mind told me to ask her about the guy I'd dated.

"Do you know anything about him?"

For a moment, I felt kind of ashamed for asking such a weird question. Like, what were the odds that she even knew him?

Until she replied, "I've been dating him for the past few years..."

I was SHOCKED.

Long story short, I made a friend under the weirdest circumstances imaginable.

Me and her became good friends, and the weirdest part of all this was that we had an unusual amount of things in common.

We both loved art, were a bit alternative and stubborn, and were neurodivergent. And the weirdest thing of all? We had identical behaviors and coping mechanisms. On top of that, we were born on the exact same day.

The coincidences were INSANE.

The weirdest part about all of this was that she was basically the mirror image of my self-insert character from a book I was writing about my life. She was essentially the perfect version of myself I had always wanted to be.. from her fashion and makeup to the fact that both my self-insert character and she practiced tarot and were spiritual.
(Talking of tarot- its worth to mention card: The moon was important part of my story and while she was doing reading towards me it popped up very often- once it even flew right on my lap once she left her deck)

But getting to know this person made me realize how toxic and controlling I could be. (Two Tauruses are not a good combination.)

This person treated me the exact same way I had treated my previous friends and partners: controlling behaviors, meltdowns when things didn't go my way, and seeing every disagreement as a personal attack.

I saw so much of myself in her. The resentment toward the world, the hatred toward people who didn't understand me, the constant need for control, and the expectation that people would submit to me.

Seeing all these patterns reflected in someone else made me realize how toxic I had been and that I needed to break the cycle.

Getting to know her helped me work through so many of my personal issues and change my life for the better.

To this day, I believe I was meant to meet her.

Edit: I wrote this with hopes that someone else has had a similar experience or know of what to call the string/keyhole

It was an average night, sitting on the couch with the gravity bong sitting on the table in front of me. I'd been a daily smoker for about 7 years by that point among other proclivities. During this time of my life I had been very interested in the metaphysical along with lucid dreaming. I've succeeded in having a lucid dream once to my knowledge, I was in a game of halo and made the characters line up on either side of me before I lost hold and woke up.

I started my journey when I would stay at a friend's house and of course we would smoke so I'd stay the night. I had trouble sleeping at their place from time to time but I didn't want to keep anyone up so I would just lay in the guest bed acting like I was sleeping. Out of boredom I started feeling my heartbeat and like old school ninja training I would slow it down. The weird part was that as I did this I could feel my consciousness fade, there would be a static at the edges of my mind and as my heart slowed the static grew. It would reach towards the center of my mind, deafening in the silence of the night and still blinding through closed eyes. I would do this frequently as I stayed with this friend at least once a week, I could get to the scary part quicker with every time but started to go too deep into the trance. I would jolt up gasping for air, I hadn't realized my breath was slowing so much as well. I was afraid and also thrilled, I felt like I was touching the other side.

After that I would look more into the metaphysical and got into mushrooms as well. Now whether that has to do with my final experience I can't be sure. Tiktok had been big but I'd only recently gotten into it myself and I kept getting videos about the pineal gland and how to “decalcify” it. There was a meditation that involved imagining spinal fluid moving up the spine to the gland if I remember right.

While doing this meditation I did start to feel something different. As if there was a string connected to me, I could feel it towards the center of my back though not connected to my physical body. I feel like saying it is connected to my soul is silly but don't know how else to explain it. I began playing with that feeling and seeing where it could take me.

This brings me back to that average night, I was watching something and taking hits off the GB and doing my meditations on the couch. I decided to go live in bed with one of those YouTube videos that just plays frequencies with a little music. I could still feel the string in my back and one of the sounds from the video seemed to resonate with it perfectly. I focused on the string, like being a kid trying to look through a keyhole, then I was pulled through.

It's hard to even explain, it was bright and foggy. There was a giant seemingly sitting on a cliff. There were no features I could recall about the giant as I approached. It turned to me and said “you're not supposed to be here yet” and with no other movement from the giant I was pushed back through the keyhole.

That was the last time I felt like I touched the metaphysical world. I tried for a while to get back there or to feel the string but it's like I've been blocked. Whether by my own fear or the entity on the other side is a question I still ask myself.

This is my 1st post here, I'm wondering if anyone else has had a similar experience. I had an experience last spring and have been trying to figure out what it was and why. I asked AI (don't crucify me) I am simply unsure how else to get answers. AI directed me to this forum.

I was sleeping and woke up to a large rectangular light box of bright white light being placed over my torso and then down my body. There weren't any wires on the lightbox or anything else I could see. The lightbox was placed on me four times (torso, midsection, thighs, and shins). Each time it was placed, I felt a jolt. I sensed a male figure holding it, but did not consciously see anyone. However, I sensed it was not a human man. I was not alarmed, just aware. Once it was complete, I simply fell asleep. Later that year, I saw two blue orbs, but that's for another post. I've dreamed of seeing disc-shaped craft and another in which an alien spoke to me with clicking sounds.

Would love to know if anyone else has experienced being scanned with the lightboxes.
AI says that the jolt is the physical sensation of the scanning frequency interacting with the nervous system and referenced "The Four-Pass Sequence: Systematic Mapping".

Before people started talking about greys in 70s or 80s people didn’t generally see them.
Before people started talking about humanoid space brothers in 50s people didn’t see them.
Before people started talking about reptilians people didn’t see them either

Before that it was fairies.

That is John Keels argument…

If entities create physical manifestations what is the relationship of human belief to those manifestations?

Where does the line shift between real and human belief? And also beliefs of a whole group?

Did we create them or are they co created or just objectively there? Do they depend on our belief?

Is it a spectrum in between those things?

How plausible is it, that psylocybin actually lets you view and meet extra dimensional entities?

I have always thought that this was something the experiencer describes, but I have never experienced it myself.

I wanna understand can this really be true? Can this have a plausible explanation behind it.

Ok, so here is the truth that no one wants to say out loud. I don’t know what the orbs are. But I do know what they are capable of. If you do meditation / CE5 under specific conditions, they can come down and activate / initiate you.

Activate what you might ask? Your vital & dormant energy that has been stored at the base of your spine. When that happens, the Holy Spirit / life force pushes itself up the spine and begins to open up each Chakra one by one. It’s extremely painful.

If you are unprepared, you could easily go into psychosis + mental institution (especially if you do not have a proper community or family / friends nearby). Please be careful, it is lifelong and a life altering experience.

Your body stores energy. A lot of it. When the life force pushed itself up into my Root Chakra there was literally full static on my TV, my microwave blew up, and my husband’s car had died. Talk about an intense experience … I thought my heart was going to leave my chest and my brain was on fire.

Each Chakra will open up a new reality for you, and you will have to face your stored and ancestral trauma HEAD ON. The first one is a doozy too.

You will go through trials. You will have Ego deaths. You will physically feel sick, be in pain, go through psychosis, ego inflation, see entities, have visions, see different realities, paranoia, depression, and purge every emotion that has ever been stored within your nervous system.

All I did was meditate for two weeks and asked the universe ONCE for proof and my life / personality / a whole lot of things have changed in only 7 months.

But the reward? HEALING, Connection, Creativity. Strong intuition. Being your most authentic self without fear. Being courageous enough to live the life you’ve always wanted without being held back by any past trauma.

More info here: https://wayofmoderngnostic.substack.com/p/kundalini-activation-introduction?r=5zi39a&utm_medium=ios

You will no longer physically feel fear, anxiety, stress, desire, sadness, trauma, over-reacting to small things that happen in your life .. IF you know how properly transmute the energy, and IF you are able to surrender to the ego deaths. Discipline is not an option. The things you do, the things you say, the things you think all affect your energy and everyone around you. You have more effect on your own reality than you know. . AND there are consequences. So choose LOVE over FEAR, choose compassion over entitlement, choose to see both sides of arguments, choose service over self.

There is a reason why mystery schools, shamans, monks, even JESUS all lived a life of purity before they were blessed with the fire of the Holy Spirit.

These experiences aren’t a one-time thing, it is a lifelong commitment for you to transmute and balance this energy. So use your energy wisely. Make art. Find a passion. Exorcise. Meditate. Otherwise, you can get unstable if you aren’t properly tending to the mind + body + soul.

It doesn’t mean that you won’t ever feel anger or sadness again in the future, you just have to consciously choose to feel it for 90 seconds, let it move through the body instead of projecting it onto someone else in order to release it… otherwise, you’ll have to revisit that feeling again, in the body. And the cycle continues.

I wanted to write this in hopes it might help anyone else who may be struggling and have no idea why. Because that was me too. I love you. May the force be with you.

Here is the link to my Orb & Divine Feminine Experience: https://www.reddit.com/r/Experiencers/s/qyHXOjTYGK

So guys this post is a form of self documentation about my research regarding ETs, mostly the sources of my research have been ancient documents and peoples first hand encounters itself, so 1 conclusion that I come across is that there are shapeshifters and anthromorphic ETs.

Let me explain

Shapeshifters -

Nagas- so across my research I came across various accounts where specifically serpent people would shapeshift from literal snake into humans, they would intermarry and go about even founding kingdoms which I find very fascinating, there are various clans in south Asia and east asia who claim to be descendants of these serpents, some times they were depicted to be beings originating from earth and sometimes they were shown to arrive in craft, in lots of cultures they came to be worshipped as well

Antromorphic Ets- now the previous observation ties into this aspect the Ets reported do have ability to shapeshift

And there have been reports of seeing 🦁 "lion" beings although encounters with anthromorphic ones are relatively very very rare, humanoids being the most common, various antromorphic beings theorized to exist off planet are cat antromorphic being(like goddess bastet), I remember hearing one about crocodile antromorphic, horse antromorphic, eagle antromorphic, fox antromorphic being etc these anthromorphics I theorize that came eons ago on earth to help humans with medicine, agriculture even with building a civilizational states at times, most of the antromorphic I mentioned, specific line that caught my eye was that they all came from ABOVE, some left for their home and some stayed a good chunk who stayed seems to have their consciousness shrink/regress for some reason.

Also for some reason their encounters with humanity has lessened compared to past and other species are more active in current times (humanoids, reptilians, Grey's etc)

This is what creates the hearts in the sky for me, I completely understand when someone thinks they’re lens flares but unless lens flares are alive somehow.. these are definitely not lens flares. I also have video of “lens flares” going from behaving like a lens flare then boom it turns into an orb and just starts flying on its own. I don’t document a whole lot anymore because this is my life, I get visitors regularly from all kinds of nature spirits and aliens.. I go nowhere without a UAP escort.. we also have a condo in a city downtown 3 hrs from our acreage I get a UAP escort from the farm to the city and then they patrol our building.. the sky’s become very busy when I’m in Calgary! If we drive to a mall we go in, when we come out there’s a UAP sitting idle above our vehicle..we pull out it comes with. In the country I live in the middle of nowhere 12 minutes of gravel roads to town I stop in the middle of a dark empty gravel road and say race ya home, we race home omg it’s so much fun!

The sky becomes busy wherever I’m at, why me etc.. I have some ideas pertaining to bloodline and now the understanding that I arrived here with more than one soul in my vessel..those souls are what’s connected to why I’m a beacon for these things. As the frequency of the world rises what’s within will rise with it. What couldn’t survive coming alone because they’re high frequency beings that wouldn’t have survived coming into a low frequency world. There’s dormant dna and dormant souls that are starting to wake and come online because the worlds frequency is rising and as it rises what was dormant will rise with it. Those vessels carrying extras so to speak are also carrying ancient knowledge, alien technology knowledge along with abilities.. these things will become stronger and stronger as the frequency rises and they’re able to survive and thrive;) Abilities like we’re going to start seeing some super hero shit! When I Astro travel I realized everything I was looking at now was lit up with a blue light, it wasn’t until I got a visit from some flying Nordics with illuminating blue laser eyes that I connected the dots. So far only in Astro travel but there’s a lot more waiting to come online within my vessel.. I can’t wait to find out what else is within:)