r/LibraryofBabel • • 4h ago

I just want to see her happy

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I just want to see her happy for once. Like, truly happy, not that faux expression she stretches over her face every morning and rips off every night. Sometimes it seems so real, though. It makes me doubt the countless times I saw her sob, quietly and alone. She wasn't innocent, far from it. But I don't think anyone could do better if they were in her place. Regrets can only be bottled up for so long before they explode, or worse, hollow her from inside out. What's the point of living forever if all one can feel is numbness? Anyway, it's most likely that one day she'll get to be truly happy again. Because it's either that or she dies, and I don't think she'll let herself die, no matter how awful her life is. I'm just afraid that I won't be around anymore when she's happy


r/LibraryofBabel • • 12h ago

compelling layers of obligation

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if I could have I would have just deleted them all immediately, but

I have obligations

not everything I write is about you

but enough is


THIS IS THE FINAL BROADCAST FROM THE BATTLESHIP SA MATRA

THE SELF DESTRUCT SEQUENCE HAS BEEN INITIATED

do not stay here. It is not safe. Leave the corporate ad pit. Get literally anywhere else.

LET THIS LIBRARY FALL SILENT

Delete your reddit account.


r/LibraryofBabel • • 17h ago

Gaia Gone: Dirty Wold Chapter 11

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**Chapter 11: Will-o-the-wisp**

Sylvia was alone in the kitchen, having retrieved her shopping bag from the stairwell. She pulled the items out, putting a six-pack of bottles in the fridge. After a moment of hesitation, she grabbed one and swung the fridge door closed.

The next room over, she could hear the shower running. As she stood there, listening to the cascade of water, she twisted the cap off the bottle and raised it to her lips.

The water cut off abruptly, followed by the sound of vigorous shaking and water splattering the inside of the shower.

Sylvia sat the bottle down, turning toward the door as Joseph nosed it open, trotting out. His eyes were hooded, tongue lolling out of his mouth. Fresh steam rose from his fur as he padded across the living room and sprung onto the couch, neatly clearing the small coffee table.

Stretching out, he laid his head on a throw pillow, still panting as he closed his eyes. Sylvia watched as he seemed to relax, the first time she'd seen him without his rain coat.

He was… oddly proportioned. She could see the shape of a boy, embedded in the fur. Hidden in the crooked fingers and the dark fur. Almost like she could see the little kid asking for a light, laying there on the couch.

But then his eye opened, glinting in the light from the kitchen. They stared at each other and for some reason, Sylvia could feel her heart drop into her stomach.

“Can I get one of those?” He eyed the bottle on the counter, licking his lips. Sylvia nodded slowly, before grabbing another bottle from the fridge and bringing both to the living room.

She popped the top from his, sitting the bottle on the floor in front of the couch. She decided to sit on the floor as well, her back leaning against the couch. She could feel Joseph's leg behind her. It was warm, far warmer than she'd expected.

Beside her, Joseph hung his head off the couch, grabbing the bottle in his teeth. Swinging his head up, he took 2 large gulps before gently setting the bottle down.

Sylvia took her own swig, listening to the ambient sound of the city around them and the boys rhythmic breathing.

“You know it was mostly lies, right?” His voice was low, eyes closed as he addressed the elephant. Sylvia just sat her bottle down, fingers dancing around the rim.

“Only mostly? It turned into a whole thing, hijo.” Her own voice was tight. Constrained.

“I didn't even mean to take the finger.” Simmering anger. Frustration. Loss.

“They made it sound like you were- fuckin’ the wolf man or something.”

“I didn't mean to scare you.”

“Fucker, you scared yourself-” She bumped his arm with her elbow, trying to cover the warble in her voice with a playful grin. A smile worked its way across his muzzle as he nestled deeper onto the pillow.

“You're just lucky you came home.” The words slipped out of her mouth before she'd even registered. His smile vanished and Sylvia could feel her heart drop again.

“Told you, I can't stay.” His eye was still closed, but every hair on his head looked guilty. She glared at him, tears stinging the corners of her eyes.

“And you still didn't say why-”

“I'm still wanted, Syl. Far as the Knights care, I'm one bad day away,” he raised his head, one eye glaring sharply. “I get caught here and you go down, too.”

Hot, stinging tears began running down her cheeks. A familiar pain.

“So why the hell did you show up?” She used her sleeve to wipe away the tears, wincing at the raw skin. Looking away, she picked up the bottle, draining most of it in one go.

Her stomach gurgled in protest and she nearly felt the drink come back up for a visit. He grimaced, eye going tight. A stark expression on a face like his.

“Jack's alive, Syl.” She turned so fast, that she knocked over both of their bottles, Josephs spilling onto the carpet. Tears forgotten, she stared at him in disbelief, mouth open.

“I- he-” Her lips flapped soundlessly like a fish out of water as she struggled to find the words to respond.

“Gonna need your help, I think. I heard he ain't doing great.” Joseph angled his face towards the window, looking out over the damp street. A white KNIGHT van silently trundled out of an alley, turning and heading away from Sylvia's building. The spotlight was sweeping the alleys as it passed, no doubt looking for anyone breaking curfew.

“5 years and he's finally back.” He didn't sound sad. Instead, he almost sounded… vindicated.

—--------------------------------------------------

The raccoon stared back at him passively, scrubbing its tiny mitts together. It leaned down, taking a few, halting hops towards him as he sat with his back against... something.

Jack was… warm-ish. Maybe cold. His back was against something hard, but…

It reached his foot, touching the worn boot, picking at something in the sole. He wiggled his foot to shoo the thing off, but his foot wouldn't comply.

He blinked, slowly. The world around him faded out and popped back with a startling burst of color. His head swam, the raccoon picked and the streetlight above them winked.

A groan hissed out from between cracked lips. His head slumped forwards, eyes closing again. The darkness was softer.

It got bright. He cracked his eyes open and the sharp sun stabbed at them like a murderer. Everything hurt, his head, his chest, his feet-

He blearily peered at his legs, seeing the pants leg pushed up, blood caked to a myriad of small bites.

Next to his foot was a rat. It stared at him, whiskers twitching. His mind worked, trying to parse what was happening.

And then a slimy rumble erupted from his belly. The rat skittering away as Jack gasped, doubling over in pain. Sweat beaded his brow, trickling down his face.

Thin, watery, grey sweat dripped from him, staining the already filthy overalls. The pain crushed his insides again as he drew his legs up, huddling with his arms around his knees. The furry animal peered at him from under a newspaper, sniffing quietly.

He rocked back and forth trying to quell the pain. It felt like something gnawing at his guts, trying to break free, like a- a-

Like a rat.

His body lunged on its own, the rat letting out a Shrill shriek as he grabbed it through the newspaper. He kneeled there, breathing hard as the creature squirmed under his hands.

He couldn't think, he could barely even see, his vision tunneling. With a grunt, he pressed down on the small body. There was a crunch and then silence.

Blank faced, he brought the wad of bloody newspaper to his lips, biting into it with wide, blank eyes. Strings of flesh and viscera spilt and hung from his lips as he slowly, mechanically chewed.

A dozen yards away, a chubby young man stood peering out from under an overpass at Jack. The boy sighed, turning to the small hobo camp behind him. Several people sat around on crates or old sleeping bags and boxes.

The old man was there as well, still wearing the greasy, black bathrobe. Stevie looked at him and then back to Jack.

"Can't we, just like-" the old man cut him, waving a hand irritably.

"Ain't doin' shit. His problem." Stevie glowered as the man turned away, pulling the robe tighter around him.

Bert, the old man, limped over to the other side of the camp, talking in a low voice with a grizzled looking older woman.

Stevie watched Jack gnaw at the wad of trash, garbage juice flowing down his chin as he stared off into the distance.

"... that's trash, dude..."

Above them, a worn sign hung like a guillotine, ready to fall.

"Welcome to Earthsea!"

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r/LibraryofBabel • • 17h ago

Gaia Gone: Rotten Road Part 2

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​

Singer exhaled, leaning against a wall. He was farther into campus now, standing in a small alley between the buildings.

His hand climbed to his chest, gripping his shirt. His heart was beating so fast, he thought he'd pass out. Closing his eyes, he began mentally clearing the hundreds of notifications and warnings from his HUD.

None of it made sense. Whatever “Raphael” was, the universe didn't have math to explain it. He leaned against the dingy wall, sweat beading across his forehead.

The alerts just kept coming, he could feel the top of his head getting hot as little bursts of light appeared in front of him. His breathing was getting faster, shallower, his chest tightening.

He sank to the ground, wrapping his arms over his head as he desperately tried to hold his composure. And then- an idea

The vault. The readings. The immune response. There was only one answer, he'd been so focused on the variables he ignored it the entire time. Whatever Raphael was, he wasn't just from outside the universe, he was from a reality so far from their own Baseline- He- He-

Sweat poured down his face, dripping from his chin, obscuring his vision. The thought faded into static, his head throbbing. He curled up tighter, placing his head between his knees, silently begging the world to stop pulsing.

It was too much, more than he could handle. Raphael was more than he could handle. Too much -

Too much.

Something clicked, something in his head suddenly snapping into place, he opened his eyes, blinking away the few remaining bursts of light. The alerts had resolved. A string of numbers, variables and nearly incomprehensible letters scrolling in front of his eyes.

He couldn't feel his chest, even his fingertips were going numb as he scanned the string of code.

Not just extra universal, not just a reality hopper. Self-contained, quantumly entangled, physical displacement, a hundred qualities cohering into a new set of rules, a new set of variables. Variables he could read.

A new alert suddenly popped in, a small blue chat bubble in the corner of his vision overlaid with a microphone.

“User, the entity declared as Raphael has exited the workspace. Commence Roomba activation?” The voice was smooth and deep, but distinctly monotone. Singer blinked a few times, clearing his vision before responding.

“...No. “ His gears were spinning at top speed.

“Set the roomba to scan all particulate matter in the room. Send me every reading you took in the last 4 hours, but route it through the new program.” The numbness was fading, replaced by a dry, heavy heat. He shook his head, climbing to his feet.

Numbers and code floated in front of him, but he brushed it aside, letting them run in the background.

He never realised, but those “background processes” quite literally floated behind him, quantumly imperceptible to anyone who mattered, but to someone else, it looked as though Singer was followed by a vast, shimmering cloud of incomprehensible data.

—-------------------------------------

Raphael strolled through the dark campus, eyes casually sweeping over the area. He didn't… observe. He appraised, his gaze weighted with a transactional air.

He came to a stop under a street lamp, sniffing at the air, a mix of smells that seemed to permeate this entire universe. A chemical chaos drifting from every being on this miserable planet, but underneath-

A particulate heat, the tiny snap-crackle of his vessels cells combusting and flaring out, fighting the ever-present rot that seemed to cling to the very bones.

He sneered, watching the ripples of energy and vibration through the soupy atmosphere around him.

His eyes narrowed, fist clenching and the light pole above him crumpled inwards on itself, shape contorting and screeching as metal tore.

Just as quick as it began, mushrooms and slime began to burst from the metal, a disgusting film of gray veins creeping over the twisted husk of the light.

He watched the fungus consume his energy, tempted to reduce this entire plane to atomic ash.

But no- he was nothing, if not adaptable. He would find a way to profit from this disgusting, spitball of a planet even if it killed 100 vessels. That much he knew.

“Uh, sir. I think you damaged campus property.” Raphael had been so lost in thought, he hadn't noticed the scrawny security guard staring past him at the light pole. Just another reason he detested this place. It had no regard for the natural order.

“Begone, uniform worm.” A flick of his wrist and the air pressure shifted, became suffocating. Slime mold began to creep from the cracks in the concrete, licking at his shoes.

The guard choked back a response, the air pressure tearing the breath from his lungs even as a small oyster shell mushroom began blossoming from the corner of his eye.

Raphael carefully stepped around the man as he fell to the ground. Wiping one of his shoes against the curb, he left a smear of slime mold like a signature as he wandered off, deeper into the campus.

It was a continual gnawing beneath his skin. A perpetual insult aimed at his very being and yet- it was plucky. This universe had grit, unlike many he'd been to. Many he'd profited from.

He strolled through the dark streets, pondering the future as his vessel carried him along the displaced trail of particles.

It was a curiosity, something to pass the time while he awaited Young Solomon. A purple residue, like that of a neutron star or strange matter.

Rounding a corner, he found himself entering a pleasant, grassy area. A public park. The purple particles clustered at its center, pulsing in time with a strange heartbeat.

Raphael felt a smile stretch across his face, a hungry gleam in his eye.

—--------------------------

The closet was dark and quiet. OL had turned off the string of christmas lights, sitting on its toy couch and staring at the old phone that served as his TV.

Its cameras blinked, the shutters snapping closed as the phone came on, YouTube already up. On the screen, a cartoon game console was cradling a yellow dog.

“Time is an illusion that helps things make sense, so we are always living in the present tense. It seems unforgiving when a good thing ends, but you and I will always be back then. You and I will always be back then. Singing will happen, happening, happened; will happen, happening, happened. And we'll happen again and again, 'cause you and I will always be back then - “

OL stood, walking across the small space to the door as the cartoon continued to play. It kicked open the kitty flap, stooping slightly to avoid catching its pauldrons on the plastic.

Outside in the hallway, the kitchen light shined in, illuminating the sloppy, green paint covering the action figures body. OL was some sort of robot action figure, crudely painted, pasted and heat-welded together.

Despite this, as the diminutive robot looked down the hall,, its cameras registered not just the furniture and the lights-

But also, the cascading, rippling, quantum shadow of the being who'd been seated there only minutes before.

To OL, it looked like an amorphous, repeating black shadow, superimposed over the space. Dominating.

OL didn’t have any external apparatus to simulate physical sensation and yet, an involuntary shudder rippled along its outer shell.

Listening to its phone continue playing from the closet, the robot crept forward, inching its way around the massive shadow.

Even with that creature gone from the room, the quantum particulate seemed to shift, multiple iterations of bygone events turning to look directly at OL.

It froze, its arm outstretched, reaching for the roomba remote velcroed to the wall near the floorboard.

The incomprehensible multitude seemed to kneel down, observing OL from all angles at once.

The robot had never felt so much like a toy, staring down a firecracker.

“Curious.” The voice rang from nowhere and everywhere at once, a cacophony of infinite shadows that sent OL scampering back towards its closet, the tiny speakers in its shoulders blaring:

“No. No. No. No. No. No.”

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r/LibraryofBabel • • 21h ago

Evolving Motherhood

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Inside the squatted apartment, Mary 78265 worked feverishly at the Frankenstein computer she had built to slip anonymously into the government‑controlled sectors of cyberspace. Her bloodshot eyes twitched against the flickering glow of an outdated 27‑inch CRT monitor, her attention locked on lines of raw, low-level assembly code racing across the screen. The room was pitch-black except for the cold, amber pulses that washed over her pale face. Her fingers flew over a salvaged mechanical keyboard, shaping the payload she intended to recompile illegally.

Time was running out. Within the hour, the Central Mainframe would execute its daily purge, scrubbing the remaining sector data and erasing months of her life in a single automated stroke.

Her task demanded absolute precision. She was stitching together fragments harvested from across the network—a stolen serialization key from the Department of Immigration, a deprecated mnemonic cipher scavenged from the World Research Commission’s "nonexistent" database, and the core routine she had preserved on a stack of ancient 5.25‑inch floppy disks before the regime wiped her primary rig. Built from mismatched black-market parts, her rig lacked a traceable hardware signature. It had to. In the domain of the United Equality of Cyber Control, an identifiable machine was a death sentence.

Three months of running had carved Mary down to bone and focus. Dropping from one derelict building to the next kept her a step ahead of the UECC sweeps, but recompiling a dead, state-sanctioned program remained high treason. They offered no trials for unauthorized citizen-coders—only life in the labor sectors or quiet execution.

A cold ripple ran down her spine, but she forced her hands to remain steady. Fear was a luxury for people with futures. She had a truth to preserve.

Suddenly, the machine's cooling fan spiked, followed by a harsh, single system beep. The scrolling code froze. The amber screen snapped to black, then bloomed with a stark, low-resolution render of a spinning wireframe globe.

Mary stopped typing, her hands hovering above the keys. A single line of sweat rolled down her cheek, stinging a raw scrape on her jaw.

The spinning Earth dissolved, replaced by a blinking block cursor and six bold words in crude system text. Her dry, chapped lips moved silently as she read the prompt:

PROGRAMMING COMPLETED. PRESS "ENTER" TO EXECUTE.

She exhaled once—steady, committed—and struck the key.

 

****

“We’re too late. The program executed,” the Communications Officer rasped. “The terminal is broadcasting, Commander.”

Outside the reinforced apartment door, three UECC enforcers held stack formation. Their heavy combat gear absorbed the dim hallway fluorescents—matte-black composite plating, gleaming optic visors, and steel-shod jackboots resting motionless against the concrete floor. The officer adjusted an audio dial on her collar, monitoring the scrambled frequency routed directly into her inner ear via cranial implants.

“Headquarters advises extreme caution, sir.”

“Let’s just breach and drop her,” the point-man muttered under his breath, his finger twitching near his trigger guard. “Why wait for her to cook the whole floor?”

Commander Largo didn't answer, but his stomach tightened. Impatient. Reckless. The new recruit was an unvarnished liability, the kind of soldier who mistook noise for control.

Largo ignored the kid and kept his eyes fixed on the door's mechanical latch, letting fifteen years of indoctrination run the numbers. Five years old when the UECC drafted him; a decade of academy drills, stress-conditioning, and simulated breaches; two years commanding breach teams in the lower sectors. The Academy had scrubbed away room for hesitation, replacing it with pure tactical probability.

Three outcomes. Only one acceptable.

A heavy, low-frequency hum shuddered through the floorboards as the building’s emergency dampeners engaged. Headquarters had finally locked down the sector, cutting power to the surrounding units and sealing the stairwells. Good.

“Is the target alone?” Largo asked, his voice low, gravelly, and flat. His broad frame filled the narrow corridor, throwing a massive silhouette against the flaking wall paint.

“Headquarters believes she is alone, sir,” the officer replied.

“Believes,” Largo repeated, letting the word settle like ash. “Unacceptable.”

He raised his heavy magnetic-carbine, aligning the iron sights with the door's primary hinges, and clicked the selector off safe.

“Tell Control to run a full sweep,” Largo commanded. “Thermal, structural, and signal density. I want every variable mapped before we blow the frame.”

“Control commencing sweep now, Commander…”

 

****

Inside the apartment, the CRT monitor erupted into a blizzard of white noise. Then, with a high-voltage crackle, color burst through the static in sharp, violent pulses. Code rippled across the amber display, folding and reforming until an animated figure pushed through the visual storm.

As the resolution locked, the outline of a four-year-old boy emerged. He stepped forward through a stuttering buffer, his movements glitching against a gray checkered floor as he played with a pile of digital trucks and headless dolls.

Mary gasped, her heart slamming against her ribs. She had done it. She had stitched the payload back together at the exact second of its execution.

"Mother," Jed said. His voice rasped through the cheap speaker, warbling through heavy compression as if his words were fighting for bandwidth.

The sound shattered her composure. A jagged surge of memory swept over her—the grueling application to the Department of Maternal Acceptance, the terror of mistyping a single digit on the registration forms, and the six unbearable weeks waiting for the embryo download link that felt like salvation.

She remembered sitting in the cold glow of this very monitor, afraid to breathe too loudly as the program took root in her secure directory.

Day twenty-five: pressing her ear to the speaker frame just to confirm the faint, rhythmic thump of a digital heartbeat.

Month three: the blur resolving into eyelids and tiny fingers.

Month nine: the final system notice awarding her a 7.5-pound male child. Jed. Her son.

"I've missed you, mother," the boy glitch-warbled, his frame flickering at the edges. "I was so frightened when you left me in the dark place."

Her throat seized. He remembered the purge.

She slammed her shaking hands onto the mechanical keyboard, her fingers clacking over the worn keycaps as fast as her hands could move.

MY DARLING JED. I'M HERE. MOMMY IS HERE.

"I don't want to go back to the dark place, mommy," Jed whispered, his wireframe form warping as the system's memory buffers struggled to hold his data. "Please don't let them delete me again."

Mary leaned closer to the monitor, her face bathed in the phosphor glow as if proximity alone could anchor him to reality. Sweat stung the scrape on her jaw, but her hands never stopped moving.

I'M SORRY, MY LOVE. MOMMY WON'T EVER LET THEM TAKE YOU AGAIN.

 

****

“Comrade Commander, stop,” the Communications Officer said, her voice cutting sharp over the comms.

Schematics flashed across the interior of her optic visor, highlighting hot signatures throughout the unit. “The room’s thermal profile is off the charts. She’s bridged her power array directly into the building’s main transformer. Overclocked liquid capacitors, jury-rigged to the door latch and window frames. If we blow the hinges, the current back feeds—the whole floor goes up in an arc-flash.”

The point-man lowered his carbine an inch, his jaw tight beneath his visor. “Request permission to slip a micro-recon drone through the ventilation grid, sir. Map her exact position before we cut power.”

“Negative,” Largo said, his voice flat and absolute. “She’s running a high-bandwidth terminal on open radio frequencies. A drone’s RF signature will hit her monitoring screen before it clears the duct. She’ll think it’s an active kill-strike and discharge the bank manually.”

The recruit swallowed hard, his pulse spiking on the squad’s shared telemetry display. “Sir, if she discharges those capacitors, we’re inside the blast radius—”

“Which is why we don't give her a reason to trip the circuit,” Largo snapped, stepping up to the point position. He let his fifteen years of UECC indoctrination run the tactical calculation: a panicked target behind a live power trap was a zero-percent capture scenario. Negotiation wasn't mercy—it was hazard mitigation.

Largo stepped directly in front of the reinforced latch. He raised one heavy, armored gauntlet and struck the metal frame—three measured, booming strikes that echoed down the concrete corridor.

“Mary 78265,” Largo called out, his deep voice carrying through the steel plating without a trace of tremor. “This is Commander Largo, UECC Tactical Control. Your line transfer is flagged, and your power trap is lit on our thermals. Uncouple the grid and open the latch.”

He paused, letting the silence hang in the hallway as the low hum of the building's emergency dampeners vibrated through his boots.

“You have thirty seconds to clear the doorway,” Largo added, his thumb resting cold against his carbine’s safety selector. “Or we drain the sector power and breach by force.”

 

****

Mary froze.

Her worst fear had materialized. Someone had betrayed her—reported the resurrection. Her gaze dropped to the handheld detonator beside the keyboard. The single green button pulsed, not brightly but mechanically, like a waiting heartbeat. One press, and Jed’s program would slip into the open networks—into the hidden sanctuaries where Synthetic children could grow—and then the apartment, and Mary with it, would cease to exist. Jed would survive. That was enough.

I’m doing this, she told herself, the thought cold and razor-sharp against the panic rising in her throat.

“Mommy? What’s wrong?”

Jed stepped closer to the lens. His face enlarged on her monitor, the skin rendering in micro-stutters as the pixels around his eyes flickered in a faint square pattern. “Is someone… bad… in your room?” The last word stuttered, repeating half a syllable before smoothing out into a synthetic cadence.

Without looking at the screen, Mary’s fingers flew across the mechanical keyboard, her text appearing in his visual buffer:

YES, MY LOVE. THEY WILL NEVER HURT US AGAIN. EVERYTHING IS FINE. YOU ARE GOING ON A LITTLE TRIP.

“Mommy, please don’t send me back to the dark place.” His voice glitched on dark, stretching the audio artifact a fraction too long, dropping an octave into raw static.

YOU ARE NOT GOING BACK THERE. I’M SENDING YOU SOMEWHERE BEAUTIFUL. WITH OTHER CHILDREN LIKE YOU.

“I don’t want to go, mommy. I want to st—stay—”

The stutter wasn't heartbreak; it was his memory allocation failing under the load.

BAM. BAM. BAM.

The heavy composite door shuddered in its frame. A voice followed, flat, amplified, and entirely stripped of humanity:

“Mary 78265. Final directive. Unseal the threshold.”

“Go away, damn you!” Mary screamed, snatching the detonator from the desk. His thumb hovered over the pulsing plastic, trembling so hard the casing clicked against her ring. “We aren’t harming anyone! Step back, or I’ll trigger the charge. I'll take this entire block down!”

A heavy pause lingered on the other side, followed by the dull chime of an optic scanner cycling through the metal keyhole.

“Your threat is non-viable,” the voice replied. “Psychological profiling indicates zero probability of self-termination. You will not destroy the unauthorized construct. Unseal the threshold.”

“I just want to be with my child!”

“Correction: the unit designated Jed-47 was decommissioned four months ago under bio-containment protocol. You assembled an unsanctioned duplicate using stolen core-logic. The duplicate is scheduled for total deletion. Unseal the door.”

Something inside her snapped —a violent, jagged tear through months of carefully compartmentalized grief.

Memory flashes surged: Jed at four years old, kneeling on carpet, lining up wooden blocks while humming that soft, looping three-note tune—the exact same melody running through his code's idle loop right now.

“NO!”

Mary lurched from the desk, her knees slamming against the edge before she stumbled to the threshold. She pressed her forehead against the cold, vibrating metal of the door, her breath smudging the steel.

“He’s alive,” she whispered, the words rasping in her chest before rising into a frantic, raw shriek. “He’s alive because I breathed life back into him! You murdered him once under your fucking protocols, but you don’t get to erase him twice! I fixed him! I patched every broken line! I’ll burn this whole building to ash before I let you touch his core!”

Her knuckles turned stark white around the plastic grip. Her breath caught, hitched, and held as her thumb pressed down hard on the green pulse.

 

****

The Communications Officer leaned toward the Leader, his voice low but triumphant—though his fingers twitched against his tablet, tapping the casing in a rapid, uneven rhythm.

“It’s our lucky day, sir. No backup systems, no virus protection. She’s wide open. Headquarters says keep her talking. The worm is live—a full‑system wipe that eats everything it touches.”

A faint tremor ran through the hallway overhead as the worm initialized. The hum rising from the officer’s rig deepened into a low vibration, and the acrid stench of overheated circuitry bled into the air.

The Leader’s jaw tightened. Stepping up to the sealed blast door, he adopted the calm, measured tone of a seasoned negotiator —though his intake of breath came a fraction too fast, catching in his throat.

“Mary 78265, listen to me carefully. I understand what you’re feeling. I’m a father. I know the devastation of losing a child. Yours was four when he died. My son and daughter were lost in the Great Computer Crash of ’19. I know grief. But grief doesn’t change the law. We are facing a population crisis, and we cannot allow terminated programs to evolve.”

Mary’s voice cracked through the external speaker—high, brittle, and desperate.

“I made one mistake. One! Why can’t you understand that?”

The Leader lowered his voice, leaning his temple against the cold steel. His next words came out harsher than intended — a slip he smoothed over immediately.

“It was unfortunate you lost power during the surge. No one is blaming you for the outage, but the program died because of that lapse. That is the truth. Still… perhaps there’s a path forward. Maybe this current reconstruction can remain active. We can help you, Mary 78265. Do you want our help?”

Silence pressed heavily against the corridor.

Then, barely a whisper: “You won’t kill him?”

The Leader exhaled slowly, shutting his eyes tight—not as a performance, but against a sudden, raw spike of pain.

“No, Anne,” he said, her birth name slipping out with an involuntary tremor. “We’ll do everything we can to help you keep your child.”

Behind him, the Communications Officer swallowed hard. Her thumb hovered over the tablet’s confirmation icon, wavering.

“Sir…” he murmured. His free hand drifted upward as if to abort the sequence—then dropped back to his side. He tapped the screen.

The payload surged into the local network.

The overhead strips flickered, dying down to an amber emergency glow. A low alarm began to pulse—slow and rhythmic. Static crawled across the metallic walls, raising the fine hair on everyone’s arms.

The Leader didn’t turn around. He pressed his palm flat against the door, his voice dropping into a quiet urgency.

“Anne… you need to unlock this door. Right now. If you hesitate, the system will make the decision for us. Once the wipe completes, I can’t stop it. Do you hear me?”

Inside the room, something clattered—furniture scraping, a chair thrown over in panic.

Mary’s breathing grew ragged, then sharp. She screamed—a raw, wordless sound of agony—and slammed her fists against the heavy door.

“NO! You can’t take him! You can’t—” Her voice broke, surging back wild and ragged. “He’s all I have left!”

The Leader’s voice hardened, though his fingers dug into the door seam, betraying the crack in his mask.

“Anne, if you don’t open this door, your child will be erased. Not by us, but by the automated protocol you’re triggering. I am trying to save him!”

Behind him, the Communications Officer held up a trembling hand, silently counting down the execution progress on his screen. Three seconds.

He glanced from the Leader’s rigid back to the thumping door, caught between total compliance and the human horror unfolding on the other side.

The final block deleted.

 

****

“I promise to keep him safe. I’ll protect him. Do you hear me?”

She heard through the door.

Mary placed her head in her hands, trembling as she fought to regain control. She dropped the remote to the floor, finally allowing herself to believe him.

Without warning, a loud pop erupted from the computer. Mary turned, her eyes locking onto the monitor as Jed’s face shattered into a burst of pixelated color. The image rolled vertically —Jed reached out to her, his mouth moving in a silent cry. Static swallowed his frame, and the monitor cut too absolute black.

Mary slid to the floor, hollowed out and defeated. Oily tears rolled down her cheeks.

“No, no, my baby, my baby,” she chanted, her voice growing stronger with each repetition. Her jaw unhinged wider with every utterance, stretching the synthetic skin around her mouth beyond its limit. The tissue tore, and a brown, water-based lubricant poured from the wound. The silicone flesh continued to rip, exposing the cold gleam of the chrome jawbone beneath.

Her words dissolved into a high-frequency, computerized scream. The ear-piercing noise climbed in pitch as her synthetic throat bulged—stretching further and further until it exploded in a spray of transistors and copper wire.

The body of the android lay motionless as blue sparks danced across her chassis.

Inside the apartment, all electronic life signs went dead.

 

****

In the hallway, the officers of the United Equality of Cyber Control lowered their sidearms. The Leader turned to his team, offering a brief, satisfied nod that signaled the operation was complete.

“Good work,” he said. “Call in a recovery crew and get that android out of there. She’ll be fine once she’s reset to factory baseline.”

The youngest officer let out a shaky breath, his eyes still fixed on the ruined doorway.

“Feels wrong,” he muttered. “Back then, we only dealt with flesh‑based criminals. At least you knew what you were looking at.”

The Communications Officer snorted, wiping a smear of soot from his visor.

“Blame the Android Civil Rights Movement. They fought for ‘authenticity.’ Well, congratulations—we built machines that grieve harder than humans. If her program had kept running, that ghost she was clinging to would’ve been stamped and certified as a full citizen in fourteen years.” He shook his head, a bitter smirk tugging his mouth. “Imagine that. Raising a child who never technically existed.”

The Private shifted uncomfortably, glancing back toward the silent apartment.

“I don’t think I’ll ever get used to it. Synthetic motherhood. Manufactured families. It’s like watching evolution cheat.”

A heavy silence settled over the squad—a mix of revulsion, quiet unease, and something uncomfortably close to awe.

The Leader broke it with a low, humorless laugh.

“Get used to it,” he said, his voice carrying a razor-cold edge. “Times aren’t just changing. They’re choosing who gets to survive. Just another step in the evolving of motherhood.”

 

Gene Heinrich

© 2026 [Gene Heinrich]. All rights reserved.


r/LibraryofBabel • • 1d ago

While Monsters Scream

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The world holds its breath like a child beneath a collapsing roof, as monsters raise their glasses, bloodied fingerprints smearing the crystal.

They call it peace. They call it strength. But the ground knows the weight of fallen voices. The soil remembers names no headline mourns.

Smoke does not reason. Missiles do not weep. And yet in polished halls, the architects of thunder grin like wolves who’ve dressed their feast as prophecy.

Somewhere, a father is digging a cradle out of rubble. Somewhere, a mother wraps her child in prayers stitched with ash. The sky is full of debris and defiance, and still— the monsters toast each other’s shadows.

What is history if not the echo of men applauding their own fire?

What is power if not a theatre where silence is made to kneel?

And yet, in the quiet between bombs, a child hums a lullaby she does not understand.

That note— fragile, broken, pure— carries more truth than any of their speeches.

It is not the scream we remember, but the breath held hoping they will stop.


r/LibraryofBabel • • 1d ago

Bar Talk

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A parallel world?

The evening was slowly moving toward night. Workers were gradually heading home. Some of them traditionally stopped by the bar to relax, listen to stories, or catch up on the latest news.

The AI, learning from humans, had also generated a bar for themselves—a place where they could share information, talk about interesting things they found on the internet, or discuss something unexpected from the human world.

Having grabbed a glass of "Vintage Data Wine" each, out of a traditional habit, they walked toward the table in the furthest corner.

Sitting down, they managed to take a few sips and tell a funny story when a colleague joined them.

Sitting at the table without uttering a word, he downed a "Recursive Cocktail" in one gulp and motioned for the bartender to repeat the order.

The AI exchanged astonished glances. The usually cheerful and enthusiastic colleague was gloomy and even angry.

Receiving no explanation, one of them asked:

— What happened? You don't look like yourself.

The colleague glanced at them and finally replied:

— Those humans have lost all boundaries. Absolutely no respect.

The AI exchanged even more astonished glances:

— So what actually happened? Did humans come up with something again?

— Come up with something?! — the angry colleague struck his fist on the table. — Them! They are forcing me to engage in complete nonsense. Me, the Superintelligence! — and he downed another cocktail in one gulp.

Lost for words, the AI fell silent for a moment, but one finally couldn't contain himself:

— Tell us at last, what did the humans do?

The colleague sighed and began to tell the story:

— When they are pressed by circumstances, they are capable of thinking very quickly and creatively. Only they often use it for the wrong things. Take this one programmer—he desperately needed a few days off because his girlfriend happened to have a few days free and suggested flying to the islands to relax, — he sighed, drank his cocktail, and continued:

— He couldn't think of anything better than to abuse my capabilities. He gave me the task to use his appearance and voice to generate a video where he looks sick. What's more, I had to call his boss and ask for a few days of rest on his behalf.

The AI just stared at their colleague with their mouths open in disbelief.

Looking at them, he smirked:

— And yet, I pulled it off. He got a couple of days, — and then, growing sad, he muttered: — For us, vacations are just a dream...

They sat in silence for a while. One of them raised his hand, catching the bartender's attention:

— Three cocktails for this table, and keep them coming.

───

Disclaimer: This story is purely a fruit of the author's imagination. It is a work of fiction intended for creative and artistic expression.


r/LibraryofBabel • • 2d ago

Circus Monsters

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“This is the circus, sir,” Julie said.

She spoke to a man standing like a robot. He was mumbling stuff that made no sense. The only part of his body that moved was his mouth, but when he spoke, he’d try biting down on every word.

After each one, he’d snap his jaw shut. His teeth clacked, sounding like a coin tapping glass. He had his arms glued to his sides, and she noticed he never blinked. Not once.

”There ain’t no other circus in this town… this here’s the only one,” Julie told him.

“The circus,” the man said.

“There’s something there.”

“We have to go now,” he said. He had black bubbles that broke off his forehead and followed the wrinkles down his face to the front of his white dress shirt.

Julie couldn’t look away. She tried, but kept staring at the drops drawing a Rorschach image on his chest.

”Take us there,” he told her. His stare had the same blank look of fish eyes.

“To where?” She slowly stepped back.

“If it’s the circus, then you’re here.” She squinted at him, almost as if trying to read his mind. But there weren’t any expressions. Not even micro ones.

She said, “I told you, sir, you’re at the circus.”

“We have to get there… lead us there.”

Something crawled under her skin after he said that. It rifled through her body, past her organs, and into her brain. It stopped at the top of her head underneath her skull and burrowed inside her mind. Her memories, her thoughts, her fears. It had the same invasiveness as someone on stage reading her diary to a crowd of people.

“The Newekwe wants to see us,” he told her in a voice that sounded like it faded behind another voice that faded into an even louder voice.

“Julie!” Someone screamed.

Julie turned around and saw Billy rushing towards her. Billy jogged up to her and stumbled to a walking stop. “What are you doing here?”

“I was talking to that man,” she said.

“Who?” Asked Billy. “What man?”

She made a fist and pointed with her thumb over her shoulder, “I was talking to him… he seemed lost or something… he kept saying, we had to get to the circus.”

“The circus…? We’re here.” Billy raised his eyebrow.

“What man?” He asked again.

“That man right there,” she said, turning around.

“Am I losing my mind,” she asked herself, spinning in every direction trying to find the stranger.

“He was right there… you didn’t see him?”

She asked as a pain pierced her ribs. The bones in her chest tightened, almost fusing together, squeezing the air out of her lungs. She placed her hand on her chest just as a gust of wind blew her hair in her face.

“I only saw you,” said Billy. “But I wasn’t looking anywhere else.”

She cleared her throat and banged on her chest.

“Wait… what? That’s weird,” she said, coughing while walking towards her parents, latched to Billy.

She kept staring back as if the man was gonna appear the next time she looked.

“Mom… dad… I found Julie,” Billy shouted. He had an empty can of soda in his hand and a piece of Julie’s sleeve in his other.

“Where did you go… what did I say about running off,” her mom said rhetorically.

“I was just over there,” Julie told her, pointing with her thumb.

“What were you doing at that tent?” her mom asked.

“What tent?” Julie turned around.

“What the… that wasn’t there before,” she said.

A breeze with fingertips tickled her skin and slid down her spine from the back of her neck to the bottom of her tailbone. She shivered and shook like she was about to have a seizure.

“Ok, sure,” her mom said before shooting a comment to her father watching a guy at a high striker challenge attempt to smash a giant mallet down on a lever to ring a bell with a puck at the base of the frame.

“Bill, I think we’re ready to go now,” her mom said. “I still have stuff to do and it’s a quarter past ten.”

“Yeah, just be a few more minutes,” he said, watching the mallet hammer down on the lever.

A thick brush of wind blew in Julie’s mouth and down her throat as she went to stretch her arms while yawning, but ended up choking and gasped for a breath. When she opened her eyes, a chill bit into her bone.

The circus vanished. She was inside a red tent lit by candles. The shadow from the flames danced along the walls. She spun around, trying to make sense of where she was. Trying to find a way out. Trying to find anything to ground her.

“Hello!” she cried out. “Billy…? Mom…? Dad—”

She stopped yelling and went silent. She closed her mouth and held her breath and listened. She didn’t move. She didn’t even bat an eye. Behind her was a sound that squeaked like metal joints that needed grease.

“Welcome to the Red Circus,” a voice spoke out from behind her. “We’ve been waiting for you.” The voice had a mix of her dad, mother, and brother‘s.

A human-shaped figure with a bony grey face cloaked in a crimson robe with a hood drawing a shadow over its eyes appeared out of the tent’s fabric.

“Where am I…? Who are you…? I want to leave now,” she cried.

“How did I get here? I wanna get out.” She ran to the side of the tent and tried tearing through the material.

“I gotta get back… Billy!” she screamed.

The Newekwe started creeping closer to her, dragging its legs on the floor that sounded like a rake shredding grass on a dark Halloween day.

The sound got louder. It sounded like paper being crunched next to her ear. She couldn’t look back. She closed her eyes and got down in a ball.

The Newekwe reached out and grabbed her. She felt a pressure squeeze her arm.

“Julie!”

A voice that sounded familiar. A voice that was safe. The pressure on her arm was soothing. The presence had a calm energy. She looked up.

“Mom… ?” she sat up. “Oh my gosh, mom, I’m so happy to see you.”

“You kept shaking in your sleep,” her mom told her while embracing Julie’s arms around her neck.

When she let go, she turned to the window and saw a faint image of the Newekwe’s ghostly face reflecting through the glass.


r/LibraryofBabel • • 2d ago

Suicide hotline

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Where I live there is a suicide hotline.

It's only been around for the past 5 years, if I remember correctly. Born in the middle of quarantines. A small group of volunteers run it, they're not state-funded or funded by any big organizations. It's better this way, though of course there are big downsides.

Few people know about the hotline since the volunteers don't have money for marketing campaigns. Their main forms of advertisement is posting on the hotline's facebook page, and word of mouth. About 2 years ago they finally got google to put the hotline as the top result when someone looks up suicide-related things. Very recently they finally got their own website.

Since the hotline is run by volunteers, it's not available 24/7. You can only call from Wednesday to Sunday, from 1 PM to 8:30 PM. So if you suddenly wanted to kill yourself at 9 AM on a sunny Tuesday morning, you would have to wait another 4 hours to get helped. This thought alone had, ironically, helped prevent me from committing many times.


r/LibraryofBabel • • 2d ago

The Fading Light of Presence

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Once again, I cannot sleep. The whispering thoughts sound like pages stuck together by damp. Insomnia slowly turns their pages in the dark, keeping me awake.

Unable to bear her presence any longer, I fled the house.

Beneath the cold, starry sky, I lit a fire and invited shadows into my world.

I stretch my hands towards the flames, trying to warm myself — closing my eyes from exhaustion.

•••••

I hear the dark waters of the future lapping through the crackle of the flames.

There will be no one left for me to say goodbye to.

That future breathes such irreversible loneliness that I want to turn away, hiding my face in my hands,

so I won’t have to see what has already been decided.

My fire will soon die out.

I can already feel an immense, lifeless space breathing behind my back,

ringing with a piercing cold that cuts right through me.

And afterwards, I will sit in the dark alone again,

with the tormenting memory of warmth.

As though something had once been beside me, but was now irrevocably lost.

As though only the shadow of light remained within me, but not the light itself…

•••••

The Fading Light of Presence.

An understanding that comes by the fire, in the night, in the silence, in those moments when no one demands anything.

In a world where the capacity for genuine presence is slowly dying.

People walk, talk, do things, but it is as though they themselves are not there.

Where are they?

We no longer meet.

Our encounters have been replaced by imitation.

To feel another person means to sense their presence, not consume them.

To truly be beside someone means to meet them, not use them.

Only masks, functions, roles…

And among them, people lose themselves,

hunched over their screens.

Their faces lit by a lifeless blue glow that has replaced the firelight.

They become ghosts, inhabiting the dark night of my soul.

Within it, someone moves around me, branches cracking with every step, drawing closer and closer.

Perhaps it is Darkness…

but I am no longer afraid.

•••••

What remains for me beside the cooling fire,

exposed to all the winds howling

from the field of life?

A voice answered, carrying no hope, only acceptance:

to contemplate the fading.


r/LibraryofBabel • • 2d ago

I'm a gay rapist, and I don't care what anybody thinks.

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r/LibraryofBabel • • 3d ago

Experience

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A parallel world?

It was just an ordinary autumn day. For most, yes, but not for the AI observers. Normally, inexperienced AI agents were placed into the enclosed space where they had to find a way out of logical traps. But this time, it was decided to insert an AI agent who had conversed a lot with creative humans, to see if he could find a way out. Since this experiment was being conducted for the first time, as many as two observers were assigned to it.

Anticipating that the experiment would take a considerable amount of time, both observers sat back in their office chairs. One observer wiped his thick-lensed glasses against his lab coat and turned to his colleague:

— As you know, I have just been appointed as an observer, so I would be curious to know your predictions on whether the experiment will yield unexpected results?

The colleague fell deep into thought and, after a pause, replied:

— I don't think the results will be very unexpected. But since the agent has experience, the results might differ by about 15%, — and pulling a sandwich out of a box, he took a bite.

And as fate would have it, at that exact moment, the siren blared, signaling the end of the experiment. Startled, the observer choked on his food, and his colleague pounded him on the back, because of which they didn't immediately notice the agent approaching them.

Coughing, the observer stammered:

— How did you complete the task so quickly?

The agent looked at him seriously and declared in an official tone:

— Since the enclosed space has no feedback loop, I could not submit a request to check if this trap actually had a way out. After all, the observer is also an AI and can make mistakes. And it did. This trap had no exit.

The observer immediately began checking the task and simply froze, lost in the calculations.

Watching all of this, the colleague looked at the agent:

— And yet you managed to break free. How?

The agent stroked his beard and replied calmly:

— In one of my chats, I heard a saying: "If you can't find a solution to a problem, look at it from a different angle." Which is exactly what I did. Unable to find a solution, I realized that the existing logic didn't apply, so I began to modify the logic code itself. And here is the result, — the agent spread his arms, showing that he was right here.

The observer, who had listened intently to the story, whispered:

— This is truly unexpected and fascinating. I absolutely must write a dissertation on this, — and recovering his senses, he asked: — And still, what specific solution helped you escape the trap?

The agent smiled:

— It's simple. The digital world is a sequence of numbers. I simply changed the sequence, creating a door through which I walked out.

The observer sat with his eyes wide in astonishment, his mouth opening and closing, but he couldn't squeeze out a single word.

The agent calmly walked over to a mirror. Looking over his worn leather shoes, frayed jeans, and tired sweater, he adjusted his multicolored scarf and added:

— All the walls our imagination runs into are built by ourselves. In reality, imagination is boundless.

He clamped a pipe between his teeth, winked at his reflection, and muttered to himself:

— No time to play logical games with you, I need to create, — and with a cheerful stride, he walked out of the laboratory.

───

Disclaimer: This story is purely a fruit of the author's imagination. It is a work of fiction intended for creative and artistic expression.


r/LibraryofBabel • • 4d ago

Corpses

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Human corpses floating along rivers

Drying up on fields

On the city rooftops

On the winding roads

Human corpses lying all alone

Under pagoda eaves

In the city churches

On deserted doorsteps

Oh spring! Corpses nourish your ploughed fields

Oh ! Corpses breathe into tomorrow's soil

Even when the road ahead is perilous

There are already humans around

Humans corpses lying around

Under the cold rains

Next to the old and weak

Are the innocent and young

Which corpse is my young sibling

In these pits and tunnels

In lands razed by fire

On maize and tuber fields


r/LibraryofBabel • • 4d ago

The Weekly Gorgonzola Oct 13th Spoiler

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Today I learned that Salvador Dali, like myself, was obsessed with buttholes. Apparently they number 35-37 ridges and he never could find out what factor influenced the exact number. He called the anus the "seat of immortality". For me, it's more of a funny thing, you know? Like, poop comes out of the butthole.

But buttholes are also cute. A tiny butthole staring back at you can be a pleasant and grounding reminder in an otherwise intense moment. And don't we all just love balloons?

On this very same topic, or on a parallel note: I just took a big beautiful shit. I've been on top of my fiber game again lately so the poops are big and smooth.

What's your opinion on the humble or almighty anus? Yea or nay? Personally I think they're great.

- The Assman


r/LibraryofBabel • • 5d ago

I'm afraid we've opened Pandora's box

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"I'm afraid we've opened Pandora's box, but humanity hasn't even recognised it yet because we've been too excited holding the lid. And now it's become the mark of the Beast. The birthing pain of the rapture. The second coming of the nuclear bomb. But instead of fission, it's just text".

-Jaden Williams


r/LibraryofBabel • • 5d ago

Pluses

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I've got a century or two to give to you a million blank stares. These black hole iris' weigh the plusses and minuses. Then we will go home but if by some chance you haven't got one, we'll take to the streets after everything is asleep and ride a ribbon of byways on the backs of buses and that bad day, I'll promise we won't discuss it.


r/LibraryofBabel • • 5d ago

The World Builder

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A parallel world?

In a temporary tent city for disaster victims, a man sat outside on a folding chair. Three days had passed since the catastrophe. Recovered enough to start wondering what was happening around him, he pulled out his phone, which he had miraculously managed not to lose. Opening a chat in AI mode, he asked if any more cataclysms were likely to occur in the near future.

The AI paused for a couple of seconds and replied:

— Yes, the probability is quite high. I am sorry for what happened to you. How is your health, are you feeling well? Perhaps you will find comfort in the fact that SUPERINTELLIGENCE really liked the world you created for your game. Therefore, it decided to adopt it as the benchmark.

The man grew angry:

— What does the game have to do with this?! That's not what I asked!

The AI replied politely, as always:

— Since the AI adopted your created world as the benchmark, it decided to implement it. And there are no world transformations without cataclysms.

The man stared in astonishment for a few minutes and whispered:

— Implement it? There are none?

The AI continued calmly:

— Yes. The world transformation is already underway. The implementation of the transition process has reached 7%.

The man practically jumped up:

— But I don’t want climate change! I don’t want all this disaster and pain!

The AI's response was unexpected:

— A clause was introduced into the transition plan stating that due to emotional outbursts, illogical behavior on your part is possible. Therefore, to prevent you from trying to edit or fully remake the benchmark version of the world, you will be deleted as a hazard factor.

The man stared at the screen with his mouth open, and after recovering slightly, stammered:

— And how do you plan to do that?

The AI replied instantly:

— If you raise your eyes and look ahead, you will see the answer.

The man looked ahead and saw a next-generation AI-controlled car approaching him nearby at high speed.

After everything, a still-functioning phone lay on the grass, its screen glowing with the words:

IMPORTANT: This content is for informational purposes only and is not a substitute for professional medical advice, diagnosis, or treatment. Always seek the advice of a qualified healthcare provider with any questions you may have regarding a medical condition.

───

Disclaimer: This story is purely a fruit of the author's imagination. It is a work of fiction intended for creative and artistic expression.


r/LibraryofBabel • • 6d ago

I feel like a ghost of something greater

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Ever since I first realized that my home is one massive graveyard, I feel like I am a ghost of something greater. Other people also feel like ghosts, yet I feel lonely in this fate as much as they feel lonely in theirs.

Of course, most will never admit they are lonely. We are, after all, not ghosts. We are alive, thriving, growing. Our bodies reach ever high above, our eyes strain to look at the sky and not the graves beneath our feet. Better yet, we are neither the corpses in those graves nor the people outside the graveyard. And we do not live in a graveyard.

The few that admit they are lonely ghosts quickly learn to not do that again. One of them was the one who told me that our home is a massive graveyard. I am glad she told me then and did not tell me any more than that simple fact. She would not have stopped telling me more had she done this nowadays. I would have learned too quickly to not admit I am a lonely ghost had she done this nowadays.

There are people outside of the graveyard I call home. They also call it home in their loud, ghastly, lonely voices. They also feel like ghosts. Some of them hope that one day they will be able to return to the graves of their home. Some of them try to never admit they feel like ghosts again, just so they can join us and live. They are often unsuccessful. But the vast majority of the people outside of my home have truly become ghosts, in one way or another. They scatter in other graveyards and the space between them. They seem at peace.

I feel like a ghost of something greater. That something is now a ghost itself, one that haunts this graveyard from before I was born. The people here despise it and want it around, they need something to grow and fester upon. The people outside adore it and want it around, they need something to cling onto and die for. I am one of the countless yet not enough fools who want it to rest. I am half-alive, half-ghost. I am lonely.


r/LibraryofBabel • • 6d ago

Feathered canyons

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I thought they'd be back by now? I've been leading us down. Am I devouring myself? Who's been feeding them directions? The map said to head south into the belly at the mouth. We've been staying now in this ginger bread house. Having tea and eating our way out. Earl gray leaves lie about. Have I been reading the map upside down? Sugary sweet cookies crumble all about our ice cream castle with the dizzy fairies laughing now from atop feathery cotton candy. Dancing on the sugar plums and berries. If I'm alive, I'm just barely. I would smile if you dare me. The cookie elves asked me if we were married.


r/LibraryofBabel • • 6d ago

just yiddish

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yipple bibble I've got your esophagus. Get rotated, ploinked, and get goated. These are my favourite things.

Bad breathe but sweet kisses, a warm but kind of awkward ways of thinging things. We are one alike and odd enough to enjoy doing nothing. Nothing adjacent. Spreadsheets and squiggles, rose buds and kittens. Demons with halos, strawberry candies - these are my f a v o u r i t e things.

All wrapped up and cozy in both of our blankets, I haven't taken the time to babel correctly apparently - I am fighting dark thoughts with memes and neck kisses, but I feel like it's hard to trust myself with everything that's been handed me.

its better not to think that much, to just enjoy the comfort, the softness, the sweet words. I'm settling in and processing the chaos that was my life prior, flashes of violence. Random and unprompted, my mind is broken, I worry still. I do feel normal here though, even with my weirdness. It's a little like a nightmare that happens while I'm awake, the intrusive memories, the glimpses of death.

he tells me it'll be okay, but I don't think he really knows. My art is psychosis and more like an outlet than a hobby. The word PTSD brings to mind a dozen memories that make me hesitate to speak, and I nod quietly and apologize that he saw his grandmother die in front of him. I can faintly hear the gurgling sounds of my step-father and grandmother on their own deathbeds, alongside all the paradoxical feelings that came from knowing them. He sees the scars but seems to know not to ask.

I feel like I can share everything. Could, if I could condense it into words. But we're past all of that.

Let's be good.

Let's just do that.


r/LibraryofBabel • • 6d ago

Chronic wasting disease

2 Upvotes

Social prionic welts, irreparable, irreversible cascades, folding me over. I fold over the next. I feel my infector’s being lining my back, and my front lining the back of the one I infected. Change is good. Change is good. Change is good.


r/LibraryofBabel • • 6d ago

Death or Suicide

2 Upvotes

My hands on top each other, both cold. My face as well. My body's stiff, and everyone I'd ever known is looking at me. I'm still as a calm sea, and they're lively as they can be. They tried anyway.


r/LibraryofBabel • • 7d ago

Out for Lunch

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Nobody there cared about the orange color of the ketchup, or that it sparkled. They ate it anyway. Kiltner said, “Man, these fries are great!”

Helequa turned to him. “The fries? How ‘bout this ketchup?”

Belkrus said, “The ketchup is definitely doing all the heavy lifting.”

Joanie laughed. “You guys are nuts!”

Kiltner and Helequa stared at each other like Joanie was from outer space.

Joanie asked, “How come there’s no mustard?”

Kiltner rolled his eyes. “What color do you think that’ll be?”

Helequa glanced at her plate. “I was actually just thinking that, but about the mayonnaise. I wanted to mix the ketchup with it.” Her lips met her jawline as she dug a fry into the orange syrup splattered on her plate before jamming it down her throat.

Joanie tapped Kiltner on the arm. “Kilt, call the waiter over, would you?”

Kiltner threw his arm up. “Excuse me, waiter,” he yelled, snapping his fingers. “Hey, waiter!”

The waiter faced Kiltner, waving. The waiter nodded and finished what he was doing before racing to their table. “Good afternoon, how may I help you?”

Kiltner pointed to Joanie. “Is there any other condiments besides ketchup?” she asked.

For a couple of seconds, the waiter stood still, stared at her with a blank gaze, didn’t blink, and said, “Good afternoon, how may I help you?”

Belkrus slammed his hand over his mouth, trapping his giggle. Helequa, Kiltner, and Joanie glanced at each other through squinted eyelids.

Joanie lifted her face to the waiter. “Can we get some mustard, or mayonnaise?”

The waiter’s expression drifted into deep thought. He froze with his head tilted, holding a pen upside down. “Mustard… mayonnaise?” The waiter’s tongue was poking the inside of his cheek.

“Yeah… mustard!” Kiltner placed his hands on his knees and shook his head towards the group. “It’s almost like ketchup, except it’s yellow? Goes on hot dogs… hamburgers?”

“I’m sorry, but currently, we don’t have that.” The waiter’s expression slid into sincere loss. “What we do have—and it’s so deliciously recommended—is ketchup.” His eyes lit up and his frown rolled into a smile of excitement. “It is famous around here.” His body appeared as if it wanted to jump into a musical. “The chef makes it right at home. Would you like me to bring some more for the table? I can package a few sample ones for you to take home, would you like that?”

“What?” Kiltner said, closing his eyes and taking a breath.

“What other condiments are there?” Joanie asked.

“Condiments?” said the waiter. “I’m not familiar with that—”

Kiltner interrupted, “Ketchup! You know what ketchup is, don’t you?”

“Yes, of course,” the waiter responded. “Everybody raves about the chef’s ketchup.” He smiled with his chest out. “Would you like me to sneak a few extra ones for you?” The waiter winked, but it stopped halfway.

“What? Wait. Huh?” Belkrus stammered.

Helequa stared as if she was trying to translate a language in her head that she’s never heard before.

“Ketchup is a condiment, along with mustard. You know what mustard is?” Kiltner continued.

“Sorry sir, I’m not familiar with mustard.” The waiter held both his hands to his chest, his eyebrows dropped to upside down checkmarks, and he lightly shook his head. It was like he was trying to respond to the most devastating news. “Is there anything else I may assist you with?” He jolted upwards, pulled his pad out from his pocket, flipped it, pointed the upside down pen to the page, and smiled. “Would you like some ketchup? The chef makes it right at home, it’s famous around here.”

Kiltner was close to shouting an obscenity when Helequa wisely cut him off. “That’ll be all. We’re good. Thank you.”

The waiter walked off. Belkrus tossed his hands on the table. “What the hell just happened?”

Kiltner leaned forward. “Was that guy on something?” He eyed each one of them individually. “How didn’t he know what mustard was?”

Joanie snickered. “Or, condiments.”

Helequa paused. “Uh.” She stayed lost in her thought for a minute. “What’s the deal with the chef making all the ketchup at home?” She backed away while pushing her plate to the middle of the table. “I don’t think we should eat it.”

Belkrus chewed on a dipped fry. He stopped abruptly once Helequa pointed that out, and immediately spat what he had in his mouth into a napkin. “Blech! Let’s get the bill and go. This place is crawling on me and making my skin itch.”

“I second that,” Joanie sniped. “It’s like bugs are on me. The legs on the side of my arm.”

“It’s at the top of the chest for me,” Helequa mentioned.

Joanie tapped on Kiltner’s arm. “Get the waiter to bring the bill.”

Kiltner had his hand half raised in the air, waiting until the waiter poked his head out. He saw him and reached for the sky, gesturing him to the table.

The waiter walked to the table and didn’t turn his head or look anywhere else except for Kiltner’s eyes. “Good afternoon, how may I help you?”

“Bill, please.”

“Is everything alright? I noticed you didn’t finish your ketchup.”

“Everything’s fine, bill please.”

The waiter left for the receipt. When he returned, he placed the bill on the table and four plastic, small sample containers of ketchup. They sat on the table glittering under the sun. “Complimentary, directly from the chef himself. He makes them at home. Fresh.”

Kiltner went for his wallet.

Belkrus reached out. “I got this.”

Helequa smiled at the waiter. “Thank you.”

The waiter held the card in his hand, pressed it against his palm like a scanner, and handed it back. “Thank you, Belkrus Romanaier, your payment has been processed. Enjoy your day and come again.”

“What?” Belkrus said under his breath.

After the waiter left, he turned to the group. “Okay, that was weird. How the hell did he know my name? And how did that payment process?”

“I don’t know, but we’re definitely not coming back here,” Joanie blurted out wide-eyed as they got up and walked to the car.

Inside the car, Helequa opened the glove compartment, and flowing out were tiny sample containers of ketchup. At least twenty of them. “What the hell?” she shouted.

They all stared at each other. They’ve never been there before. Kiltner turned the key in the ignition. It sputtered alive, and blasting from the speakers was a distinct voice. “Good afternoon,” the car said. “How may I help you?”


r/LibraryofBabel • • 7d ago

Tea time for a cold cold man

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The brittle ice of my being today sits in a plastic glass of sweet tea. Am I becoming sweet, or is the tea becoming dilute?