FOR A CHARACTER. I didn't hurt anyone, I promise.
I'm looking for some songs that's like "oh my god, oh my god, I'm so sorry, what have I done" or possibly "I have to get away, nobody can know, the blood won't come off, my hands are stained", or at least like "don't get close to me, I'll only hurt you like I have hurt others; don't look too deeply at me, you won't find anything good"
Demons by Imagine Dragons is good lyrically but it's over done in these types of playlists. What I've Done by Linkin Park is close to what I'm looking for musically but it has stuff about forgiving oneself and that isn't quite the vibe.
I'm looking for on-the-edge desperation, panic, and anger or the complete opposite: completely broken and empty on the floor saying "just forget about me"