r/PCOSPhilippines • u/chamisirene • 16h ago
Rant/Venting I felt like I was mishandled by the sonologist during my transrectal ultrasound yesterday:((
Hello, everyone. Just wanna vent a little lang and idk if may naka experience na din ba nito.
For context, I had my TRUS yesterday due to prolonged menstrual bleeding. I arrived at the hospital a little early kasi gusto ko nalang talaga matapos yung procedure, But, the doctor was so late. Luckily, ako yung una sa pila. Upon entering palang, medyo masungit na si Dra., and wala man lang interview ng konti, she just straight up told me "tanggalin mo na underwear mo and higa ka na" Hindi pa ako tapos maghubad ng pants and underwear ko medyo minamadali na nila ako to lie down.
Noong nakahiga na ako, i was waiting for further instructions kasi it was my 1st time eh. May mga nabasa kasi ako na yung iba is pa-side yung higa nila while some is yung para kang manganganak na style. Then she told me, "bumukaka ka parang ganito" in an annoyed way. Nakabukaka siguro ako dun for about 3mins kasi inayos pa nya yung nakabuhol na probe. Nung start na yung procedure, she just told me "relax ka lang" which I really TRIED to but sobrang sakit nung pinasok nya. Alam nyo yung pain na parang gusto mo i-curl up yung legs mo, I was fighting so hard na hindi igalaw legs ko kasi sinasabi nya na "wag mong isara" and I was in pain pero I was constantly saying sorry kasi she was raising her voice at me na wag ko raw syang labanan.
I know mali din yung ginawa ko medyo gumagalaw yung legs ko but sobrang sakit nya. Like, something in me teared up. Aside from the "natatae" feeling, I also feel like may humihiwa sa part ko na yun. Noong nakapasok na yung probe, it was her secretary that told me na huminga nang malalim. But, at that moment, hindi ko alam how to do so kasi parang naka stuck nalang sa throat ko yung hininga ko because of pain. And the doctor just said na mag relax lang daw ako para matapos na.
After the procedure, she told me na nagdugo daw ako and ask me if I have hemorrhoids daw ba. I told her wala, and she didn't even bother to check my rectum. Until now, I still have pain and I can't even walk properly and sit properly kasi sobrang sakit nya when you put pressure on it. There's also moisture na narerelease sa akin because I think it's due to stress.
May mga nabasa ako na sa case daw nila, when they told their sonologist na masakit, usually ire-relax daw muna sila. Have a little talk, but yung sa akin wala. Parang nagmamadali pa nga that time si doctora. And in some cases, hindi na raw sila pinoproceed kapag sobrang sakit. But yung sakin, wala man lang ka gentle gentle. I even feel like I am sore all over my body and felt like I'm gonna have a fever pero wala naman.