r/UlcerativeColitis • u/applebottom999 • 2h ago
Support My colitis just got doubled
I’ve had UC for 13 years and have never, not once, gone into remission. I used to use it as a joke, telling medical professionals I haven’t had a solid poop since 2013. And while my calprotectin was normal, I’d still have symptoms.
I went onto vedolizumab, didn’t work.
Tried infliximab. Gave me hepatic liver injury and nearly died.
And now, after an actual human looked at one of my biopsies, they found it. Collagenous Colitis.
So yeah, I have both now. And duodenitis but that’s acute, thank god.
My doctor told me yesterday and I burst into tears. I’ve never done that before, even at my lowest. It’s chronic and can go into remission but given my UC history, I doubt I’ll ever have that.
Honestly guys, I’m at a loss. I’ve been on pred since April and have almost weaned off. I don’t recognise my own body. I spend more time in the bathroom at work than I have for my lunch break. My liver is still fried and I can’t have Panadol or nurofen when I’m in pain. I can’t drink to celebrate my families milestones. My psychologist says I have major depressive disorder, which checks out.
I’m just so tired of this. I guess I’m just asking what’s everyone’s coping strategy when your world feels like it’s ending?