life sucks!
Life sucks
Firstly, i wanna say excuse me for my bad english as it is not my first language.
i am 17M and in FY engineering.
i am super introvert and dont have many friends.
i have enough but when i am among them i dont feel like one of them.i just feel like a lost traveller in a desert.i just wanna make friends that really care about me ,talk to me.i am just afraid to approch new people and make new friends.it has affected me to such extent i just get dream of imaginary friends.i just dont have any friends to tell all this so i just found these subreddit.
Like five months ago i confessed my feelings to my female bestfriend she said she doesn't feel the same i accepted. i should be sad about that but when she rejected me i just felt nothing like a man who dosen't have a heart.After that our friendship just got ruined and she is ghosting me.i could say she was the only one i could call as a friend.This hurts a lot man.
i am great in my studies but when i score like good grades i just dont feel any happiness. now i just dont feel like studying anymore.
everything in these world bores me like reels , mobile games anything i do just get bored after some times.
i am just addicted to porn and even my parents have caught me many times that have just ruined our relationship to much extent.
Even waking in the morning feels like a burden.
i just dont want this life man.( i mn a better life)
Just tell me what i am doing wrong?
how to bring the spark of the life?
(dont judge me base on my karma i just started using reddit like a week ago)
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