r/mildlycreepy • u/Lilyofthevalli- MildlyNew • 1d ago

MildlyCreepy this is kind of scary...

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okay so i need to rant a little for this to make sense.

i recently have changed schools, a month and a half after the school year started. the kids in the new school are great and REALLYYYY good with new kids, but i've still been feeling like i'm an outsider even though everyone really makes an effort to include me.

so moving on, earlier today, i was working on my story for an English project, and I was kinda just staring at the screen cuz i lowk didn't know what to write, and I hear one person type rapidly (like the only one in the room), so i look up to find that person and kinda start spamming my keyboard cuz my brain works that way (idk).

and like, i remember kind of like... noticing? what i was writing, but i was defintely not focused on it at all. and i look back at my screen and it says this: "i wish there was someone else like me"

I WAS NOT THINKING ABOUT THAT AT ALL. i swear on my best friends life, i am not making this shi up. i vaguely remember my fingers typing that out, but my consciousness was directed elsewhere.

the really scary thing is, i had watched a youtube video the other day about our subconsciousness and how free will might not exist, blah blah, but i googled if your subconsciousness could kind of like communicate like this, the results were varied, but i guess this is proof.

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u/vashtanarada42 MildlyNew 1d ago

It's ok to not be feeling fully integrated in a new school just yet. These are feelings that many people feel, even throughout their whole life, not just after a big transition like starting a new school.

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u/Lilyofthevalli- MildlyNew 1d ago

yeah, i think i understand that enough and i think i'll get comfortable sooner or later, but i was just creeped out by what i typed