r/pestcontrol • u/SuccessfulTale1595 • 3h ago
Support please
Hello all. Sorry for the long post. I wanted to know how everyone manages with mice and OCD. I have really bad comtamination OCD. I'm scared of them and also the poison. I have brodifacoum and alphachloralose poisons but im so scared to even touch them. I have caught 2 in traps so far. Found a hole in a skirting board today so filled that with wire wool. Put a trap near there. There seems to be a small gap between the carpet and the skirting board. Do i do the whole wall gap with wire wool? I dont know how a normal brain behaves and I am extremely distressed. I feel like everything is contaminated, I'm scared to walk on the floor without sandals and im scared to even touch things. I am on vortioxetine 5mg day 17. Definitely feeling worse but been told that can happen. I am new to reddit so don't really know how it works or whether ive even posted correctly. Apologies if I have. I reqlly need to know how to deal with this normally. It is making me sui*idal, very upset to say. Please be kind but truthful in the comments. I've cleaned droppings with bleach and antibac, wiped canned foods with bleach and 70% alcohol wipes and stored everything in plastic totes. I feel totally overwhelmed. I had to throw away so much food they got into and used antibac wipes to clean the packets they didnt get into. I've had to throw away items that were soiled with faeces and am living in constant anxiety. I am recovering from major surgery and it all feels too much. It is affecting my sleep severely as well as my ability to eat. Again sorry for the long post. Thank you to anyone in advance who can advise me, especially of you've been in the same position.