r/Psychic • u/Stubborn_Pride • 14h ago
Question Having Guilt and Confusion around this Love Situation and also seeking Guidance for My Moral and Spiritual Future!
[I am Sorry that I keep Reuploading this Question.I sometimes Feel Restless or My Account gets Banned.]
I feel Guilty about how I treated this Girl(because She felt Extremely Innocent and seemed to Love Me for the Right Reasons)....Though I had My Doubts that She used to Lie to Me about Her Life....I would try to Test Her and Find Her to be Clean and later Feel ashamed of Myself everytime and then think that maybe it is My Past Insecurity that Makes Me doubt Her.....
But still My Intuition or Logic wasn't Satisfied.....and I would always Find Her Playing or Spectating a Game with a Guy(We both Met in an Online Game).....and even though She would tell Me she Never talked to Him,they would always be Together,watching a Game.
And later when I confronted Her and tried to Explain Her the Risks,She avoided Talking to Him and began Playing Games in the Same Rooms as Another Guy.....
A Few More things that would happen were,
•Me confusing My Middle Finger as My Index Finger whenever I was in Connection with Her(which I interpreted as Considering a Non-Soulmate Connection as a Soulmate Connection).
•Our Interactions always becoming like Chain Reactions.....She doing things because of Me and Me doing things because of Her.....which is Actually the Reason I left Her(because I couldn't keep doing the Wrong thing because someone Affected Me)....
•Her Presence Weakening My Morals and Stance even without Her Trying.....I once Confronted that Guy she used to Spectate(In a later Situation where all of Us Happened to be Spectating Together after I told Her the Risks of This) with because He was trying to Passive Aggressively Boss Her but My Hands were shaking when I was Typing and My Phone Screen was Malfunctioning while She Eventually took His side,"Because She didn't want 2 of Her Friends Fighting!"(While I wanted to Cut cords with the World because the World and its People Felt so Amoral Compared to Her).
Also parts of My Morals appear Mysogynistic on Surface but because of Her,I began Sympathizing with the Women in Every Situation!
True,I did some Immature Stuff and the Voices in My Head in some Instances were screaming "Use Her.Use Her!" because of Heartbreaks from Past Rejections!
And Her Presence Helped Me look into Parts of Myself I never knew needed to Change! Parts of Me I didn't knew were Hypocrit!
And now I have Minor Fits of Anxiety/Hopelessness when I think of Her or create Intentions to Reconcile with Her!
Can anyone Tell Me the Truth of the Situation?And if I did the Right thing?
Can someone also Tell the Future for both of Us in terms of Inner Morals and Spiritual/Inner Fulfillment?
Would also like Guidance on My Life Path and Career!
Thank You!🙂↕️