Any anecdotal proof of god

[u/Turbulent_Cap3272]

I have been reading quite a few religious texts, I was a believer in a creator but now with the suffering in the world, not having conscience without a functioning brain makes me think god does not exist. Do you guys have anything to refer to apart from religious texts because they will be circular in nature one text will point to their belief.
Do you guys believe in god and why?