32 MTF | Still too scared to put she/her in my email signature even tho that’s what everyone at work uses for me 😅

What name suits me better? 🥰

Back to reality after a great weekend😔

Hiyaaa my name's Emma and this year imanbe a Genderbent Chucky!

You?

My daughter was annoyed that I was liking the color of my sweater… she thought it looked pink. She then said to me as only a cute 9yo could, “papa, you look pretty as you are. You don’t need to wear pink to be pretty!”

I wanted to say it was red… but I just melted at her serious yet cute and loving face.

Been down. :(

Me and my friend walked around and visited a few open houses. It was a good day. Yesterday I crashed out over not being able to be stealth. Silly thing to worry about. There are better ways to spend my time. But when someone asks my pronouns or thinks I’m non binary it just hurts so much.

Howdy yall, a lot of you liked my Blåhaj drawing i posted on here so Hiiiiiii, this is me (and my partner), would any other Trans peeps like to be friends? (I'm Kinda anti social and only really talk to my partner so this is an attempt to make friends or smth '^{-^} )

My outfit i wore out to see the band PISS in Boston last night. Not too shabby, if i do say so.

So I'm 33 just been going through life ashamed I cross dressed and never felt truly masculine. I've always wanted long hair and soft skin in dresses. I came out bi years ago and about a decade ago I told my gf at the time I felt more feminine then male. She used that against me and now a decade later I'm in a better relationship and she knows how I feel. But I feel like I'm still lying to my self about who I really am. I'm just so lost. And the only time I even feel my self is in my dreams. Any advice or someone to chat with. Ty

I think this is the start to a long journey for my self cuz I can't shake how good it felt to dress up like I did and honestly a few things make alot of sense now so I guess ive always been a girl deep down. I felt really cute. I can't describe the way my chest felt when I first saw myself self. My egg is definitely cracked

I am loving that fall is here and I can finally break out the cardigans and flannels!

I have been adding to my fem clothing collection recently and I feel amazing, but I've been feeling horrible so so horrible at the same time. I really just want to start transitioning

Feel really cute today!!….featuring my dirty mirror😁

Hi! Sorry if this comes out a bit long and messy, I'm just trying to know what to do and this is all a bit complicated to me x'3

I (20 AMAB) have identified as agender for over a year now, but lately I've been thinking more and more about the possibility of being a trans girl (or even demi-girl).

At the beginning I didn't really mind being seen as a man, I was just kind of neutral with the idea of gender and didn't have or understand the idea of "feeling a certain gender"? (The fact that I have autism may have a role in all this.)

But after some time I started really disliking being called a man and thinking of myself as a man, and then I was recommended a couple transfem content creators and I found myself thinking more and more that "I wish I was a girl"?

But here's the thing, I'm still very not sure what "feeling a certain gender" means, I feel like none of this is clear to me x') Heck, I'm not even sure if demi-girl would be better since I'm pretty sure I love she/they pronouns (both individually and as a combination, it's a vibe I really like for myself I think).

Fashion wise (idk if it's that relevant, I just want to put as much info as I can ig?) I think I like dressing and presenting slightly more feminine? I have nail polish and wear eyeliner, recently bought a skirt (never wore it outside tho) which I really like the feeling of, and even more recently started shaving my legs which feels so nice and smooth >w<

And I feel really happy when I look at myself in the mirror and see someone feminine or androgenous. I know this all sounds like screaming "I'm traaaaaaaans!!!" BUT I still don't know if I "feel" like a girl the way most people seem to, and I did and still do like the agender label x'3

All that being said, lately I've been taking a liiiittle bit more action in terms of my gender (basically just shaving my legs and wearing my skirt more often in the house), and I've been thinking about the possibility to start HRT in the future. I'm in college but I still live in my parents' house, I don't know when I'll leave and I'm not sure I'd feel very comfortable taking anything there (they aren't transphobic, but my younger brother came out as trans recently and there was way more discussion about it than there should have been, and they still misgender and deadname him, they just don't seem understanding or accepting enough for me to be fully comfortable bringing all this out).

I also live in France, so (at least for now) this is all a much easier situation than in the US and stuff (I really wish strength upon all of you people out there...).

And of course, I'm still not sure if I'm actually trans, so taking HRT is a big step, like it's irreversible if taken for long enough. I honestly do think it would feel good, but I don't know anything so I was looking for some advice/experience?

TLDR: agender amab wondering if they're actually trans for 30mn, asking for advice and personal experience :3