hiiii i’m @ day 16 voice training. how do i sound? i voice trained inconsistently with no plan from aug - late sept. now i def hear progress from day 1, but im looking for feedback on where to go from here...
i struggle to not hear myself just a man putting on a voice. also i think i rely too much on validation from apps like genderfluent (i get these can have useful applications but also can be bs, i have brainworms) feel free to spill any tips on how to get over that. i have a decent ear for imitating pitch & the quality of voices too.
i did as relaxed of a voice as i can, something that isn't intense to keep up. tbf i recorded this late, so my voice is probably pretty tired as well. trying not to strain because i felt like the day before i was really starting to push my throat & vocal cords.
i notice inconsistencies when i slip out of a head to chest voice. keeping up a thinner resonance in my voice is hard too & is close to impossible in regular convo w others. i’m more consistent when i am alone (probably anxiety).
i have a pretty loud personality both pre-transition & now. i’m chatty and oftentimes speak passionately and i want my voice to still reflect that. i dont want something very quiet or overly breathy.
i wanna move towards a fem cis passing voice as much as i can. not please others, its just cause i find it affirming. i think its possible, but if not then i'll adjust best i can. i can maintain high pitch, okay-ish resonance. maybe my vocal weight is still too full? something still feels off to me. thanks ^-^