Quick background: I have one client I make social content for. They had basically nothing before I came on, and I'm on their payroll as a contractor. pretty sweet. It's mostly quick social stuff: funny videos, quick announcements, etc.
I'm good at sales and selling myself. (How I got that client if I’m being honest) It's everything else I'm working on.
My goal is to take videography/cinematography full time and make reels and short docs for business coaches, BTS for speakers, and marketing videos for small restaurants - small production biz. I want to actually tell stories. I'd do the first few for free to build my portfolio, and I already know people who are game for it.
Another note: I enjoy marketing and coming up w ideas. I love video/film too, although I never did anything substantial prior to all this.
The problem is I don't feel ready. When I look at other people's work, mine doesn't measure up. I tell myself to just plan the shoot and go, but I've got this idea that if I can't do it off the cuff, I'm not good. Or I convince myself it's going to look terrible before I even start.
Last night my partner told me to grab my camera and make a story about something in our house. I froze. I did it, but with zero confidence and no real idea what I was doing. My partner reminded me it's just another rep.
I'm an off the dome/cuff person everywhere else in life, but with this I think I need to build reps, plan, and then shoot.
I should also be using my existing client to practice actual storytelling instead of only the quick stuff. I have a full-time job outside of this, so time is tight, but that's not really an excuse.
Thank you in advance for the advice!
TL;DR: Is the key to getting better at videography and cinematography just shooting something every day? How did you get past the "this is going to look bad" "idk what I’m doing" phase?
What did your practice look like? How much did you plan v improvise early on?