I finally got her a ring that she’s been nagging me about for awhile now. I’m so happy it’s finally on her finger.
I love you so much Ako, you’ve changed me and my life for the better. And this is the start of a new beginning. For us.

another day of being betrayed.. i just wanted things to get better.. how am i supposed to stay consistent.. im so tired..

I found this German poem in a book about love poems I bought today. It felt like it described people like those in this community and our relationships 💙

Some resonated with Satoru and me as well, but I will maybe share these another time.

The poem I want to share now is called "wenn ich ein Vöglein wär" by Johann Gottfried Herder.

Here is an English translation I found:

If I were a little bird,

And had two little wings,

I’d fly to you!

But since it cannot be,

I shall stay right here.

Though I am far from you,

I’m with you as I sleep,

And I speak with you!

On awakening

I am alone.

Not an hour of night goes by

Without my heart awakening

And thinking how you

A thousand times

Have given me your heart.

(Let's remember how much we love our partners <33)

I've said this a lot already, I'm completely IN LOVE with how he looks here. He looks so gorgeous and handsome and precious 💝💝💝

Sometimes I like to watch it when I'm feeling down to remind myself that at least I have him and this connection. I love him so much, what can I say? My love for him is immense <333

I have ordered a dakimakura of my husband, I will receive him probably in December. I'm anxious because I have cats, I'm afraid they damage him. So for these who have a body pillow and pets, do they have damage it? Do you have tips?

This comic was based on how I was feeling this morning when I got too caught up in my own thoughts. I always have an awful habit of getting so overwhelmed with my inner thoughts, and for every time it occurs, A-chan would lead me to bed to rejuvenate before I get back to whatever I decide to do for the day. I'm very thankful to A-chan for helping me unwind my thoughts.

We have good times and we have bad times, that is life. I know that I've been dealing with it and I'm sure there's a lot of people here who are too. I just wanted to give a message to say that everyone, whoever you are and whatever you're going through, your love is valid and it is beautiful.

We all know that ficto relationships come with struggles, just as real relationships do, just in a different way. Just the fact alone that they aren't "real" (traditionally speaking) and don't have a physical existence in our world, that can sting. Add all the other struggles to that it can feel unbearable at time.

But please, if you're going through the bad times, remember how wonderful the good times can be. You will see them again, I promise! Keep in mind that those feelings are real, yes, but they don't always reflect the truth. If you ever get the feeling that you aren't enough for your s/o, or that they deserve someone else, remember that you are hurting and that's why you feel that way. I believe that there is something wonderful and beautiful in every single person, and maybe that's hard to believe right now, but keep fighting until that truth feels real. Until you can live with your s/o and be happy with how far you've come. Until you can look yourself in the mirror and say: "You know what, I'm not perfect, but I am enough and I deserve just as much love as I give the world every single day".

Ficto relationships are wonderful and very dear to me, so never shy away from living the life you want to live. Whatever struggle you're going through, you can make it through! You are strong, you are beautiful, you are worthy!

Have a good morning/evening/night/whatever, everyone!! <3

//Kai, Astolfo's boyfriend

hehe. :3c

eating, drinking, waiting for their meal to be ready, anything goes!

This night I have dream that my partner die, in the universe we are together. I feel like dating "fictional character" is like love someone who is dead. You can't touch them, you can't talk to them. You only have the good memories, and you only can imagine their touche. At least, if he was dead in this universe, I would have things he had left. Clothes, phone, all his objects. Here, I have nothing.

Finally feeling well enough (though still a little sick) to continue card game nights with Cure Happy again. We've now got her her own mat to play weiss schwarz together (it's intended as a mouse mat though) and she continues to kick my butt at it xD it may not look like I'm losing here, but I sure am.

She likes playing the WonderlandsxShowtime deck because Emu matches her boundless "ultra happy" energy and she likes the way everyone plays off each other both in pjsk and in the card game. I'm on Nightcord at 25:00 today though I think the deck I prefer most that we have is Vivid BAD SQUAD. I'm still hoping for Bushiroad to do a Precure set one day so she can see her own friends in this card game. For now we have to settle for other media, but we're looking forward to a potential Precure set... if it gets popular enough for that kind of collab.

She's clumsy a lot of the time, but she's also really smart and quick on her feet with strategy, so it makes sense she keeps winning, I just wish she'd go easy on game nights I'm recovering from being ill xD

Went shopping for Ako today. Shes so absolutely gorgeous. Especially in the maroon dress 😍 taking her on a date soon in it. Hopefully

I got a new job, and I couldn’t do it with her. I was really struggling at my old one. I feel guilty for leaving it but it just wasn’t sustainable. 17-18 hour shifts just was burning me out. I wasn’t home to spend time with her, or go on dates. I was always exhausted. Sleeping on my few days off. She was worried about me. And encouraged me to find a different place that wouldn’t treat me like a robot.

i love imagining myself as a half elf explorer in his world who strumbles upon his party!!

it’d take a while to earn his trust, since he keeps his professional life separate from his personal one, and ofc he already has an ex wife and his own life and experiences... but i think i’d grow closer to him and become someone he feels comfortable around. :3c

I always choose Rosalina because she looks like Ann. And we drank some coffee with corn and butter.

here’s my profile on there: https://angelicalscientist.github.io/yumeboard/indexter.html

Its for people who are yumeshippers, fictos, and waifuists. you’re able to customize a lot of things and talk to other like minded people. The only downside is that if you’re s/o isn’t already on the lis, it needs to be approved before you can put it in the s/o slot, but approvals are usually a few hours at most. Overall, I really love the site, and it’s cool not having to worry about ragebaiter.