r/LadiesofScience • u/Independent-Tone-787 • 2h ago
Struggling with Job
So I am in my early 20s and just graduated college 5 months back. Now, for context, I grew up in a more agriculture focused setting. I was the kid that had almost every farm animal, did 4H, showed my dog in dog shows, and enjoyed outdoor work. I went into biology because I wanted to be a veterinarian. However, I fell into research (environmental) and really enjoyed it. I would hike up mountains, collect samples, and use computer programs to make sense of my data. I grew to really enjoy researxh. My first gig was in biotech with an agriculture focus, and again, really enjoyed it. I worked with plants, did lab work, organised greenhouse trials, and would explore nature during my lunch break.
However, I decided to pivot into clinical researxh because I was curious about the field. And it has been…a lot….im stuck in a little room with no windows, the lab work tjay I do is pretty basic, and I’m in a hospital (I’ve had dangerous health issues during college, so the smell of hospital settings are not my favorite). My coworkers act like they don’t want me around (which is honestly the hardest part, especially since I’m being trained). I’m having a bit of a panic moment. I’ve worked crappy jobs during college, but again, I lived in a rural area, so most people were pretty friendly despite working conditions. I do miss moving my body, focusing on lab work, and being around somewhat friendly people. I’m finding myself becoming less enthusiastic about research in general.
I understand loving your job Isnt always going to be the case, but…if I’m being honest…I liked my college retail job better….like that’s the situation I’m in right now. How do you guys overcome this?