I’ve noticed as I’ve got older just how much kids make me smile.
When I was younger I never really thought much about it, but now I’m nearly 30 I find their innocence really heartwarming.
Funny how that changes with age, haha.
it only gets worse as u grow older. When you're middle aged you'll miss being 20s. Then when you're old you'll miss being middle aged. And finally when you're geriatric and can feel death approaching, you'll miss being alive and well irrespective of age
Yeah I can feel how the progression of age is a merging of being a kid teenager and whatever I was as an adult into something combining all those elements and I’m not really enjoying how my head is unravelling and I’m thinking of mortality, children how I’m living and dying alone my habits are killing me and how limited, selfish,awful people are including myself.
I preferred it when I didn’t know anything and was accepting of wherever I was on the sociopathic spectrum and had zero self awareness.
Growing up to then fall apart mentally like a wet cake is not an enriching experience so far.
30 is going to be the peak off the edge I’m sure pahahah.
Especially as all of my twenties I basically just bummed around.
Fuck, your a depressing person. I just turned 40, I love my life. I don’t want to be young and so insecure about myself. All that drama when you are young? The lack of money? Or being a kid and being forced to do want your parents decide?
There is always the risk of experiencing nostalgia and believing every thing was perfect when we were younger. But seldom they were that better. But maybe you are that person
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u/Alternative_Jury_540 17h ago edited 2h ago
I’ve noticed as I’ve got older just how much kids make me smile.
When I was younger I never really thought much about it, but now I’m nearly 30 I find their innocence really heartwarming.
Funny how that changes with age, haha.