Huge body dysmorphia based on real symptoms. Years of insecurities since a child has lead me socially anxious, angry at myself and lack of care for myself.

I despise how I look, have hypermobile jaw tensions around jaw nose teeth lips have had people tell me im ugly. Have had people tell me im pretty out of pettiness because I look sad or upset.

I hide myself with scarfs, hide my jaw yes it's horrible and I don't know what to do, I dont care anymore about fixing it, growing up didn't fix it so it's what I'm stuck with.

Recovered 10 months Anorexia, this is how I look after 10 months recovery which is quite early but I look already heavier than before

As I've said huge body dysmorphia I cannot function every day because of it, I ask everyone how I look and I obsessively look at any reflection around me sometimes avoiding it in days where I feel upset.

I know I'm somehow ugly I've made posts before on here last year, also made last month, but I can never shake off the feeling, maybe I need advice im not sure anymore, I know I got good eyes or something but not really cuz Its blue underneath and I look quite unappealing every day its upseting me so much and ruining my entire days even happy days.

Also pls don't use photos im currently going through mental health issues, I promise I'm really kind in real life :(

Also, this photo is around 2 years old but I haven't changed at all. I don't take many photos.

I'm not good with technology. I didn't post the verification photo the first time.

Please give some constructive criticism. I don't know what I don't know.

At a mostly white university. I don’t feel attractive at times. Pls be honest :3

Hopefully I don’t figure out that I missed another rule otherwise I’m not gonna do this anymore and actually scream.

Ok, so I basically got a crazy haircut and I think the results look really bad. It took me 7 months to grow that haircut out and I think the back and sides were hurting the look so I decided to change it.

I was looking for something more intentional so I can get a job but at the same time cool enough to get a gf bc I’ve never had a girlfriend. I’ve just been trying to focus on myself anyway so I look good for her.

I know I’m not super chopped but I genuinely think the haircut is bad. But idk when I showed it too my friend and family they said it didn’t look weird so I’m not sure if it’s because I’m not used to it, but it’s hard for me to believe that it’s just because “I’m not used to it” as well.

Please let me know what you guys think! I really appreciate and take feedback seriously!

Not looking to be big upped, just genuine opinions. 10 years ago I had plenty of confidence and had no issues. After health issues, weight gain, etc my self confidence has gone down and I’ve struggled to put myself back out there. Looking for genuine feedback.

How ugly do you think I am?

Please be objective and honest

Am I an unattractive person? Every time I talk to someone and they see my picture, they stop replying.