r/bfdi • u/Chezburger8675 • 2h ago
Bomby and Soap are my only friends, they are being treated like garbage by you guys and it hurts my soul
I believe that I'm going through something, I don't know how to explain it, but I might be depressed.
This is somewhat often for teens like me to my knowledge, but I don't have any real friends, so when I got back into BFDI and II in 2024, I quickly latched onto Bomby and Soap. So seeing bad things happening to them feels horrible, I was TERRIFIED for Soap and whether she would come back or not in II18 the days leading up to it. Same with the fear of Bomby being erased right before the release of TPOT 20-25.
I think this explains my former hatred towards Book, Fan, and Microphone.
Book survived over Bomby. That was the only true reason for my hatred for her.
Fan was similar, just even more pathetic. He won an unofficial voting over Soap. She placed 16th. Of over 200 people. My crashout even got me permabanned from r/inanimateinsanity . When I first started the thing about Fan being racist I didn't really believe it. But I eventually shoved it in my brain so hard that I started believing it unironically.
For Microphone, I just saw the top comment on II4 E7 (at the time, it was talking about tacomic being canon) and skimmed around.
I feel what Soap and Bomby feel. And it feels like your love for Marker is causing you to, at best, push them to the side, and at worst, full on dismiss them. And, after over a year of hating random characters, and getting permabanned from 6 object show subs (although r/BFCIA was intended to unban me a week ago), it feels like you want me gone. It makes me sad, I joined to have a voice, now I've been such an asshole that everyone hates not only me, but also the things that make me feel happy.
