Hi guys.
First off, im not rlly a reddit guy so I apologise if theres some sort of format im failing to follow or if this is inappropriate for this app but I got no one else to talk to abt this and its doing my head in.
So yeah, ill get right into it ig.
My brain wants to fuck my sister.
Yk, im not some weirdo or something, not one of these nerds that cant talk to girls and their hiding in their room all day playing video games and gooning.
Im a pretty cool guy if I may say so myself, I play sports, Im cool with the girls, I got a gf, I got mates and their not weirdos or anything yk. This is why its bothering me more than it would even if I was a weirdo. And its also why I cant talk to no one abt it.
Me and my sis have always been super close, were in the same friendgroup, theres only 1 year between us so naturally we fw eachother and hang out all the time.Agaim why this is so shit 😭😭 I cant get away from her.
We've always had this thing where she sits on my lap/cuddles with me which is fine, obvs im her brother and its nothing weird. But lately ive been getting hard asf whenever she does it, which is every fucking day, whenever were in the house together she comes and cuddles with me. Doesn't matter where I am, the couch, my bed, our backyard.
Now im worried abt 2 things here, obvs 1. Why tf am I getting hard at my own sister 😭 2. It feels like its only a matter of time until she catches me and that wud be the worlds most embarassing moment ever for me.
I think the reason im posting this is partly to get thos off my chest but mainly for some advice on what I can do???
Like even, at night if im not distracting my self with soemthing like talking to someone or doomscrolling until i fall asleep, my head goes mad, I get all these crazy sexual thoughts in my head abt her.
Even when im with my gf I cant enjoy it bcuz im thinking abt my sisters "tight arse".
Someone pls help me 😭😭..