r/Nepali_Millennials • u/Evening-Pear-6625 • 5h ago
Random Thoughts Restless at 30, Nepal
Okay. Let me share something
I am 30 years male, unmarried
Earn: around 1 lakh monthly
Family of 4, ageing parents and a younger sister
Bright student who never thought of leaving Nepal
Fell in love for a year (3 yrs back) ----> didn't work out
Aba life has taken its turn, most of my friends are abroad
Most of them have started a family
I am working my ass off and earning descent, yet I dont feel like I am doing something life changing.
Aile during dashain vacation my family is enjoying, cousins are here and we are having a good time, yet I feel the pressure of not being able to do anymore
I mean. Nepal ma afno standard change garna nasakine raxa jasto feel huna thalya xa. I mean aile saving garxu, next month kharcha hunchaaa
Had mom's surgery in a reputed hospital and my 2 months salary is gone. Saving garera euta car kinum socheko 2 yrs vayo, the thing is car ko kharcha puryauna ni sochnu parne awastha xa.
I mean when will I be able to afford what I want. I know people's wishes are endless, but is it too much to wish, not just a car k, a decent wedding, a basic lifestyle, a good fucking healthcare???
Maile katai padhya thea, we are one hospital bill away from poverty. I genuinely feel that.
I am not depressed and shit. Tara I am genuinely wondering k garne hola. At 30, I almost dont feel like leaving nepal also. I mean Sabai yetai ta xa, but 10 yrs back and now aile samma hamro living standards ma kei farak xaina, how and whyyy???
Sathi abroad gayo, usko dukha afai sanga hola, but atleast he has money ni haina?? Moneyy ko freedom kaile paune hamile nepal basera.