i care about my wife, daughter, mom, dad, sister, fam, friends

i send love to all beings and wish for peace on earth

beyond that though i don’t care much about much right now

like i have very little ambition and it feels good

just existing, or almost feeling like i don’t exist a lot of the time

my need to be special seems to be dying

who cares?

don’t give a shit about impressing anyone

don’t care about money

don’t care about status

i just do me

and i like being me

it’s chill

i let the world take care of itself

It bothers me that people feel they can talk to you anyways they want including family. I get sick of being tactful when saying how I feel (which I don't usually do) but other people are just brutally honest and don't care how they deliver what they want to say. For some reason, I have always felt I always need to be nice and kind. I sometimes or most of the time hold things in because I fear conflict , even as a middle aged man.

I am neurodivergent and loner. But I still get super hurt when people are nasty to me and my threat response goes off fast. How do I get over this?