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idk im just hopeless and even dont want to try anymore its not too bad to be lonely

19 female

Hi. I really hope the right one sees this and we can talk. I've never dated and never kissed never the other thing. I get it. I'm young. I live in Oklahoma, and maybe this would just be stupid, and no one sees. I have no friends, I don't want any. I love myself, but I'm tired of feeling like I'm too much. At some point, I'd give just stop and i know that. I won't do this forever cause it sucks being alone. Being independent. No family to count on. Idk what I'd even get posting this. Prolly nothing. Maybe someone being mean or trying to therapist me.

I only want 2 things a loving husband I can love all of him, no need to change him at all, and he loves me back. Sensitive, gentle, caring. Equal. Maybe he goes to therapy himself and takes account for things he has done. I feel stupid.

I'm not the girl who can flirt with every guy and be okay with it, sleep with every guy and be okay with it. Writing this message feels stupid, yet I'm still here. I don't want to have to settle and just stay with a guy who has had sex with multiple women. Have to beg for his attention, or feel like everything I do is wrong. I would love to know what it feels like to be kissed.

To be held.

But I don't think it will happen. Guys don't like me. Maybe I'm just so insanely ugly that they laugh. But I don't think so. I hate calling myself that knowing my wallpaper is a picture of me when I was a kid. So I'm calling her ugly telling her she's too much. This is stupid really Is. Feel free to just laugh and point at me. I doubt anyone would read this stupid shit.

I keep getting messages and there all just proving my point they want pics they think oh she's lonely so she's send. NO I won't. Ur proving my damn point. I'm hoping someone reads this and resonates and lives near me so we could go for a walk and talk about nature. Idk anymore I'm gonna delete this when I go back to work.

Please me nearby I hope the right one sees this I'm so tired of being alone. But I rather be alone forever then settle. My standards aren't high it's just people are so used to the bare minimum, that mine is just like wow you want attention and for someone to love you no filter. I mean I don't wear makeup but I mean like I started loving myself more once I stopped doing all this beauty stuff. Embracing my natural body and I feel good and sexy and beautiful like I see it on my face. But put yourself in my shoes. I've never been chosen EVER. So it's like there's something wrong with me right. Anyways I doubt anyone reading these or reading and is like she's weird. But. Idk.

I see so many beautiful women here who seem to be looking for someone special, and it makes me hope they know how much they have to offer.
I’ve missed out on a lot when it comes to relationships. I never went to either of my junior or senior proms. I went to school dances alone, hoping someone might notice me or ask me to dance—even if it was just for one song. After high school, things didn’t change much.
I’ve felt lonely for a long time, and at 48, I still do. I’m sharing this because I hope anyone who feels held back or overlooked remembers that they’re worthy of love and connection. Please don’t let fear or doubt keep you from putting yourself out there. You deserve the chance to make the memories and find the connection you’re hoping for. ❤️

Basically what this post said.

I just want people who i can talk with who i can hangout with who i can go on trips with

I’ve never been the popular one growing up. I never had a big group of friends, i never had friends i could depend on. I had a few that stuck around for a few years. Now in my 30’s, everyone has gone. I truly have no one around me. The last person i had just left me after 11 tears together. No conversation, all these memories and time together gone in a puff of smoke, as if it never existed to begin with. I find myself looking around the house at night, unable to sleep, and i see her everywhere. In every corner of the house, i remember her. Imagining her back when she was still roaming about. And i cry silently.

I can’t do this

So Im a 31 year old man, I don't have any real family connections, and I have friends but I don't connect with ppl like that, I can go days without talking with no issue, but I have my dogs, particularly Daisy. I got her when I was fresh out of prison and homeless and that dog gave me hope and a reason to do better she is my responsibility. And as I sit and try not to think it one day she will be leaving me, this dog has been the reason I lived, I had to take care of her, and the day she goes I just don't know what will happen, I do know it won't be good not for me, I'll prolly spiral, it's the only thing in my life that no matter how bad I fucked up she was still happy I was there that's all she ever wanted anyways. How do ya keep going when the little light ya have goes out?

Hi. I really hope the right one see this and we could talk. I've never dated never kissed never the other thing. I get it I'm young I live in Oklahoma and maybe this would just be stupid and no one sees. I have no friends I don't want any. I love myself but I'm tired of feeling like I'm too much. At some point I'd give up I know that. I won't do this forever cause it sucks being alone. Being independent. No family to count on. Idk what I'd even get posting this. Prolly nothing. Maybe someone being mean or trying to therapist me.

I only want 2 things a loving husband I can love all of him no need to change him at all and he love me back. Sensitive, gentle, caring. Equal. Maybe goes to therapy himself, takes account for things he done. I feel stupid. And at some point I'll stop trying.

I'm not the girl who can flirt with every guy and be okay with it, sleep with every guy and be okay with it. I can't do this anymore. Writing this message feels stupid yet I'm still here. I don't want to have to settle and just stay with a guy who has had sex with multiple women. Have to beg for his attention, or feel like everything I do is wrong. I would love to know what it feels like to be kissed before I die. To be held. But I don't think it will happen. Guys don't like me. Maybe I'm just so insanely ugly that they laugh. But I don't think so. I hate calling myself that knowing my wallpaper is a picture of me when I was a kid. So I'm calling her ugly telling her she's to much. This is stupid really Is. Feel free to just laugh and point at me. I doubt anyone would read this stupid shit.

Everyone around me, whether younger or older, seems to be enjoying life and has people to talk to. And then there are times when it feels like I'm the only one left behind, all alone.

No one talks about how lonely it is going to work, coming home and having no close friends, no plutonic soulmate, making dinner you don’t eat, watching your comfort show bc you’re comfortable with it, getting high, crying randomly bc it’s the only emotion I can feel anymore everything else is numb, going to sleep likely crying in bed smooshed in your blankets or crying as you sit for an hour in the shower as the water goes cold and being single (I’m fine with it I’ve been hurt and led on and taken advantage of too many times so I’m done dating). I really don’t know what’s wrong with me that I choose friends that burn hot, very quickly and are toxic af that keep hurting me. If anyone is nice to me, I believe they’ll leave and they usually do. And if I open up instead of remaining being private and closed off then people see me as overwhelming and too much, unpredictable and clingy.

I’m 26, I feel like I’m too old to find a “plutonic soulmate” best friend who doesn’t leave me when things get hard and is there for me. I’m ALWAYS there for other ppl and I don’t think anyone appreciates that. When I become friends with you, I’ll give you the most intimate and personable bday gift, I’ll answer if you call me at 3am and listen, I’ll do ANYTHING for you…once I trust you and although it takes me a long time to truly love you but once I do I never let go. I might be a bit much at times, a bit overwhelming, I might get into my head or go in periods of depression that I can barely function but I’ll be there for you.

I’d honestly rather be cripplingly alone than burn through another friendship that only lasts a year at the most and hurts me, leaves me, amplifying my abandonment and trust issues.
Sorry for being so depressing ya’ll