My story:
I’m y10 from an international school
I love persuading my dreams on becoming a machine learning engineering
My grades are quite average or low (B), usually I only excel in math and add maths but other than that, the rest just disappointing
I’ve known to procrastinate a lot but currently I’m trying to distance myself from all social media apps (except Reddit)
I’ve never actually tried studying in my life, apart from cramping notes last minute before exams
This few months video games have slowly becoming less fun and addicting, I did delete all of them actually.
My hobby is to experiment with ai technology, that’s why I picked engineering package in my school.
Subjects include:
English
Maths
Add maths
Chemistry
Physics
E1 (business study)
Malay (compulsory since its my country’s main language)
Chinese (foreign language)
ICT
I’ve also never tried planning either. Even if I did, the next day I would be lazy to reopen it or sometimes forgotten about it. And no I don’t have any medical conditions that affect my studies.
Maybe it’s because my planning is unrealistic like 30 minutes of studying certain topic. Sometimes I’ll end up telling myself to watch YouTube tutorials which feels like I’m making progress but I’m actually not because I’ll forget about it
Subjects I’m currently struggling in, English comprehensions, physics, business, Malay and chemistry. Some suggested me to practice more or just revise notes after class, but like the amount of chemistry or physics notes is just overwhelming, I’ve tried blurting method but it completely backfired. I wasn’t able to retain much info even after using 10 papers.
For ICT (tech) I don’t really like it since it’s all about theory and creating some sort of Microsoft word project, I expected to learn Python but instead teacher said that we’re going to learn HTML instead. I kinda regret picking ICT and could’ve atleast picked accounting.
Im considering ditching my friends and isolating myself, trying to make a change for myself, because they aren’t the friends I know from grade7. Usually copying my questions and homework last minute before submitting and they’re also absorbed into this doom scrolling addiction, sometime they would come up the weirdest ducking joke that I wished I could slap the hell out of them on the spot
One specialties about me, I bought a bunch of study equipment like books, pens, flashcards and never actually used them
my parents did assigned me tuition lessons (first language english, addmaths and chemistry)
I hope there’s anyone that can provide me advice on how to overcome this, I have no studying experience at all my life could be over..