I always wear lipstick (first pic) like really dark red and prob never leave the house without it. This time i used a different one thats way lighter and i kinda like it. Is it more cute with less lipstick or nah? :3

I am not saying my birth is wrong or it’s a mistake. Can’t even say I hate my current persona as a man. But what about that emotion and feeling and longing that always yearns about being the authentic self. I am not asking I should have been born a woman. No.. whatever this life I lived for almost 25 years gave me certain experiences. This is the only existence I know so I am not hating it or trying to imagine a different 25 years I should have had.. nope I completely accept my life but I do think I am missing my authentic self to come out and be free. She is so innocent.. she just wants to be free and happy.. not a lot of expectations.. Just for once living the life fully.. being able to experience little things of life as her authentic self.. experiencing and expressing. I do want to harm my society or family or anyone. I don’t wanna disappoint anyone even God… but I would just like to live a single life an innocent life where at-least for one day one hour one smile where I am completely genuinely expressing joy and inner peace.

I have been getting back into reading.
This is my fifth book of the year, not much but I started 6 weeks ago.

So far I have read Project Hail Mary, Of Monsters and Mainframes, the Martian, and Murderbot Diaries 1. Would take more recommendations for Scifi if you have any 😅

Also got complimented on my fit and being accessorizing more too!!

Good morning everybody

I've been recovering from a jaw fracture over the last month. It's made me revisit the patience with myself and with healing that I haven't had to practice since early in my transition. I've been humbled by this injury like nothing before, and it's made me so grateful for, and proud of, the trans community for hanging in there and supporting each other. Y'all consider to inspire me and make my heart full. 💕

Tomorrow marks the 8th week since I started my HRT journey. Tonight was quite an interesting night… fine, not just the night. But let’s start with the best feeling I had so far and work my way back, ok?

Me and my two kids, 9 yo girl and 13 yo boy were watching some sitcoms, “Fresh of the boat” to be precise. And we were sort of cuddling on the sofa until my son rub his head on my chest, sort of a puppy dog move. Normally I’d like it, but his head was rubbing on my hormone-made-sensitive nipples.

Then they started to comment that they (my both sides of my chest) did look bigger or rounder than before. It can’t be… but maybe… a little… on my black pajama dress, it does look a little rounder… very little. Then they tried to pat it gently… I didn’t really stop them, except to ask them to be gentle.

Then my daughter started to worry a bit, like they shouldn’t get bigger or close to my wife’s breasts. I think she worries I’ll be a second mom. I think I did assure her, I’ll still be her dad.

Anyways… yeah that’s sort of the thing I wanted to write. The part I wanted to work back through towards… sorry, I’m too tired to go to. And I wanna end this entry on a good feeling. So… that’s it! 🤭

Well I hope at least 🤷‍♀️

For a long time, I’ve felt drawn to the world of trans women. There’s something about this community that touches my heart and makes me feel connected.

Today, I’m happy to be here, to read your stories, talk with you, and feel closer to people I can relate to. Even if we live far apart, these connections mean a lot to me.

It feels good to finally be closer to a world I’ve loved for so long. I’m happy to be here, and I hope to keep meeting wonderful people along the way. 💗🏳️‍⚧️

Granted, I’m all alone doing construction things, but it still counts!

And a cami but still, so glad I’m at the point of just being ok in pants to be feminine. And passable! One of my favorite looks ever in a great weekend

But a lil make up and hair styling also adds to everything.

it’s been such a rough journey with mental health and whatnot but i just wanted to share with some people who may understand both my hope and worries about this new development. i am officially starting the process of getting my top surgery!! i never thought i would be able to have that, let alone live to the age i could get it. i’m so excited and overjoyed but at the same time so nervous. i’m optimistic about it though!! i WILL grow my wings :)

16 years old VS 26 years old

I started HRT on 1st September 2025

5mg Finasteride once a day for the first 6 Months, then 1mg a day.

2mg Estrogen orally once a day for the first 5 Months, then 4mg for the next 2 months, and then 6mg.

100mg Progesterone orally once a day for the first 6 months, then 200mg now rectally.

Leuprorelin acetate 11.25 mg (commonly known as Prostap 3 DCS) every 3 months.

Hey, so... Who else here has heard of Arca? Trans musician, absolutely mind-blowing music, crazy music videos, absolute artist in the highest degree... So, last I read, a few years ago, she identifies as a non-binary woman. I didn't get it at the time, but I was like, "Hey, if that's how you feel about yourself, I believe it's true, and I don't have to get it." (Also, who the fuck am I? It's not my job to decide if someone's identity is valid, obviously.)

So...I came out as non-binary around the time I discovered her music, and I was figuring that out, feeling good about my identity and experimenting with a few feminine things, letting myself be softer, etc., and about 10 months ago I started HRT because I wanted softer, smoother features. Obviously, it's been a hell of a journey, and I freaked out on people for not getting it, only just recently starting to reforge friendships and stuff...

I started being more femme at work last week - make-up, wig, even got a couple of women's work shirts instead of what I was provided at first and wearing leggings instead of jeans, all with full approval and support of my boss.

Y'all, it's...it's divine. It's absolutely divine feeling this feminine. And...I'm just kind of trying to figure out myself again, and I think I get what Arca means. I know I don't have to get anyone's permission or validation for this to be real, but what are y'all's thoughts? On "non-binary woman," I mean?