r/teaching • u/Kishkumen7734 • 2h ago
Help Admin can't "help" unless I rat out my colleagues.
This year, admin made it very clear that all material and curriculum outside the official accepted curriculum is forbidden. Teachers-Pay-Teachers was expressly forbidden.
However, I'm new to the district's language arts curriculum and there are some problems with it.
For example, our pacing guide says I should teach about point of view, but then requires the students to study folktales from the anthology. At the same time, our spelling words come from a completely different unit entirely, so the spelling pattern comes from a different story and isn't supported in the current weekly text. Neither does the grammar, which comes from yet another unit. The writing topic is about opinions. To follow the framework and pacing guide, I'd have to have four teacher editions out at one time.
The other teachers in my grade level all have years of experience with this curriculum, and have augmented it with lots of TPT materials. They use these outside materials to cover gaps in the assigned curriculum. They know the standards so well they can just "wing it" if needed.
Meanwhile I'm spending three to four hours a week cross-referencing the pacing guide with the standards guide and the framework just trying to figure out *what* I'm supposed to teach the next week while frantically work out what to teach *this* week. As a result, I start each week completely unprepared.
The new admin has noticed my difficulty and has attempted to "help". I'm often asked what the other teachers are doing. I can't answer that question without tattling on my colleagues. I've brought this problem to my grade level teachers, who say they don't care if they get caught, because the curriculum is ineffective and what they've been using for years is helping students be successful. They've also offered to help by sharing their materials.
If I accept their help and use TPT or their other forbidden materials, it's a big risk. If students are not successful, that's what admin will point to as the reason. Admin is watching me closely. I can't explain why the other teachers are doing well without exposing them, and I value their friendship and support more than the admin.
Meanwhile, my students not successful because I'm doing what admin requires. What should I do?